Lyrics
Luh, This how the heart heals to put up a shield to no avail
This expresses the futile attempt to protect oneself emotionally, symbolized by putting up a shield.
It seems to fail, many innocents killed to them we cheers
Reflects on the failure of the shield, acknowledging the collateral damage, and the paradoxical act of cheering for such destruction.
Progressing thru the years fighting the mirrors
Describes the ongoing struggle over the years, battling inner demons represented by mirrors.
It's betta days keep on climbing up engulf in the fears
Optimistic note about better days ahead despite facing fears and challenges.
Most of the time constant battles wit my damn Self
Highlights persistent internal conflicts and constant battles with oneself.
Feeling always sudden death like mike returned and felt like he was off a step
Compares personal struggles to the feeling of sudden death and uses a metaphor involving Mike (possibly Michael Jordan) feeling off.
But homie trust me nothin is a problem
Assures that nothing is insurmountable, dismissing problems as insignificant.
Less it's messing with relations directing to my deposits
Stresses the importance of maintaining positive relationships and the impact on personal finances.
Nah when you need it know I had it won't get into how it happened
Declines to delve into the details of a past event, emphasizing the availability of support when needed.
See I prayed for my sanity wish it was all just rapping
Expresses a desire for a simple, stable mental state, contrasting it with the complexities of reality.
But something pulls me back in "back in" becoming sober
Acknowledges an internal force pulling the individual back into a pattern of behavior, possibly addiction.
"Sober" wake up and then it's over
Uses "sober" as a metaphor for waking up to reality, where problems are apparent.
Luh see it don't have to be that picture perfect jus tweak and work out all the optimism Mental state that I'm given somehow it keeps me driven
Argues against the pursuit of a perfect image, advocating for adapting and working through challenges to maintain mental strength.
Every thought, every decision been scoped with precision
Emphasizes the meticulous consideration of every thought and decision, hinting at a tendency to overthink.
I overthink before I get that thought, I swear I be trippin
Acknowledges a tendency to overthink and trip up before reaching a decision or conclusion.
Luh Been stinging from the depths the deepest part of my soul to let it unfold
Describes emotional pain originating from the deepest part of the soul, suggesting a willingness to confront and express it.
That destiny stimulate to make that mind go
Suggests that destiny has a stimulating effect on the mind, possibly prompting personal growth or change.
All them late nights they overlook, that do not cause an issue
Highlights the overlooked late nights that do not pose a problem, contrasting them with the positive influence of performing on stage.
Nah the stage is where it coincides that remedy of music
Underlines the therapeutic impact of music on the artist's life, specifically on stage.
And so fluid call it Anahnamus groovin, keep all that monkey bidness
Introduces a fluid, carefree attitude towards life's complexities, dismissing unnecessary problems as "monkey business."
You can move along with the zoo
Encourages moving forward with life, using the metaphor of a zoo to represent the chaotic and unpredictable nature of existence.
That Show and the prove no Matta make a move they always under rate it
Reflects on the persistent undervaluation of personal efforts, suggesting resilience in the face of criticism.
Finally found the mind to say fuck em, and that's whole heartedly
Declares a newfound determination to disregard others' opinions and fully embrace one's path.
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