Lyrics
I’ve been going back and forth in my head
I've been contemplating and wavering in my thoughts
Where we going
Questioning the direction of our relationship
Can it feel like forever?
Wondering if our connection can last indefinitely
You know I’m tryna keep it cool but it’s you I’m not fooling
Struggling to appear composed, but failing when it comes to you
Can this be for forever?
Asking if what we have can endure for a very long time
Yeh my mumma didn’t teach that kinda love
Reflecting that my mother did not teach me such intense love
The one with all the fairies up above
Describing a love with fantastical elements like fairies
Nah there weren’t many kisses, many hugs
Recalling a lack of affection with few kisses and hugs
So I’m just here making this shit up
Admitting to inventing emotions and feelings due to the past
But she prays for me, she really really prays for me
Mentioning that my mother prays earnestly for me
That I find someone like her who prays endlessly
Expressing the hope that I find someone who prays similarly
And up above I know you’re hearing her
Believing that there's a divine presence listening to her prayers
Cos now I’m here with you I’m not so sure what to do
Feeling uncertain about what to do now that I'm with you
I’ve been going back and forth in my head
Reiterating the internal conflict and indecision
Where we going
Questioning the future direction of our journey
Can it feel like forever?
Pondering if our connection can be enduring
You know I’m tryna keep it cool but it’s you I’m not fooling
Acknowledging the difficulty of staying composed, especially around you
Can this be for forever?
Questioning if what we share can last for eternity
So low, waiting on the day when we both know
Feeling down, anticipating a day when we both understand
My heads down keeping me so low
Being emotionally low, with thoughts keeping me in that state
There’s no space in my mind
Experiencing a crowded mind with little clarity
And it feels like I’m always trying to tell me this won’t feel right
Sensing that something doesn't feel right and struggling with self-assurance
And now I’m here waiting for you all night
Waiting for you throughout the night, uncertain about the situation
What’s going on in my mind?
Questioning and trying to understand the thoughts in my mind
I’ve been going back and forth in my head
Repeating the inner turmoil and contemplation
Where we going
Continuing to question the path we are on
Can it feel like forever?
Exploring the possibility of a connection lasting forever
You know I’m tryna keep it cool but it’s you I’m not fooling
Struggling to maintain composure, especially in front of you
Can this be for forever?
Questioning if what we share can endure for an eternity
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