Arizona
Lost in the Desert of Heartache: Connor O'Shea's Journey to October
Lyrics
I'm tryna forget it
I am attempting to erase it from my memory
But you won't let me
However, you are preventing me from doing so
Don't wanna relive it
I do not want to experience it again
I keep coming up empty
I consistently find myself without resolution
Cuz it feels so lonely
Because it feels extremely isolated
And it's not what I'm used to
This situation is not what I am accustomed to
Feels like you don't know me
It seems like you are not familiar with who I truly am
Wouldn't have done it if I knew
If I had known, I wouldn't have taken that action
It'd be gone and over
Hoping it would be finished and concluded
Now I don't even know her
Now, I have lost understanding of her
Take me back to October
Return me to the past, to October
Cuz it just keeps getting colder
Because the situation is becoming colder
Yeah I bet that its warmer there
I believe it's warmer in a different place
In the sun and that summer air
In the sunlight and the summer breeze
Now I think bout' when you were here
Now I reminisce about when you were present
But now I barley know you
But now, I hardly recognize you
Yeah I bet that you're doing fine
I assume you are doing well
With your friends staying up all night
Enjoying time with friends throughout the night
I wish I could be alright but you left for Arizona
I wish I could be okay, but you left for Arizona
I got all kinds of problems
I have various problems
Your one and your not even here
You are one of them, and you are not even here
If I knew how to solve em
If I knew how to solve them
Then they'd all disappear
Then they would all disappear
Cuz it feels so lonely
Because it feels extremely isolated
And it's not what I'm used to
This situation is not what I am accustomed to
Feels like you don't know me
It seems like you are not familiar with who I truly am
Wouldn't have done it if I knew
If I had known, I wouldn't have taken that action
It'd be gone and over
Hoping it would be finished and concluded
Now I don't even know her
Now, I have lost understanding of her
Take me back to October
Return me to the past, to October
Cuz it just keeps getting colder
Because the situation is becoming colder
Yeah I bet that its warmer there
I believe it's warmer in a different place
In the sun and that summer air
In the sunlight and the summer breeze
Now I think bout' when you were here
Now I reminisce about when you were present
But now I barley know you
But now, I hardly recognize you
Yeah I bet that you're doing fine
I assume you are doing well
With your friends staying up all night
Enjoying time with friends throughout the night
I wish I could be alright but you left for Arizona
I wish I could be okay, but you left for Arizona
Yeah I bet that its warmer there
I believe it's warmer in a different place
In the sun and that summer air
In the sunlight and the summer breeze
Now I think bout' when you were here
Now I reminisce about when you were present
But now I barley know you
But now, I hardly recognize you
Yeah I bet that you're doing fine
I assume you are doing well
With your friends staying up all night
Enjoying time with friends throughout the night
But I think bout when you were mine since you left for Arizona
But I think about when you were mine since you left for Arizona
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