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I grew up in a haunted house
I experienced a troubled childhood in a place filled with unsettling energy.
With screaming raging hearts
Emotional turmoil and intense conflicts were prevalent within the family.
Angry screeching voices
There were loud and furious voices expressing anger.
Running through my walls
The disturbances felt like they were penetrating the physical space around me.
I knew monsters were so real
I had a deep awareness that frightening entities or situations were genuinely present.
All I ever wanted was to be loved
Throughout my life, my primary desire was to experience love.
And all I want today is to be loved
Even now, the central longing remains for love and acceptance.
To feel apart of one everlasting life
I yearn to be part of an enduring and meaningful existence.
Be a part of one true love
The ultimate aspiration is to be a part of a genuine and lasting love.
My days were so confusing
My earlier days were perplexing and lacked clarity.
Had to look, keep on moving
I had to search for understanding and keep progressing despite challenges.
While loosing myself
Amidst the journey, I lost touch with my true self.
Loosing my spirit that set me free
I lost the essence of my being that once provided freedom.
All I ever wanted was to be loved
Love has consistently been the fundamental desire in my life.
And all I want today is to be loved
Presently, the core wish remains unchanged—seeking love.
To feel apart of one everlasting life
The longing extends to being part of an enduring existence.
Be a part of one true love
Being a component of authentic and lasting love remains the goal.
Forgotten nightmares
Past traumas and distressing memories linger in my consciousness.
Lost in memories of pain
I feel lost in recollections of pain and suffering.
Feel I'm sane, in the darkest rain
Despite the darkness, I consider myself sane and resilient.
Can't explain my brain
The complexity of my thoughts and emotions is challenging to articulate.
No one to blame
I recognize that no single person is responsible for my struggles.
All I ever wanted was to be loved
The enduring desire for love persists as a driving force.
And all I want today is to be loved
In the present moment, the primary need remains unchanged—love.
To feel apart of one everlasting life
The aspiration extends to being part of a timeless existence.
Be a part of one true love
The ultimate goal is to be a component of genuine and lasting love.
Now that I've been set free, Jesus
Having found liberation through faith in Jesus.
The dark gloomy scary walls are gone
The oppressive and fearful elements of the past have dissipated.
All I see and feel is your everlasting
Now, my perception is filled with the enduring presence of God.
Presence in my life, Emmanuel
I experience the constant presence of God, symbolized by Emmanuel.
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