Lyrics
I hope the feelings right
I wish the emotions are genuine
I know im grown but I still loose my mind
Despite being mature, I still struggle emotionally
All that i ever abused was time
Time is the only thing I've mistreated or wasted
I don't wanna be misused love me right
I don't want to be taken advantage of; love me properly
All those times I had to loose built fire
Reflecting on past losses and hardships
try steppin in my shoes walk the wire
Challenging others to understand my struggles
Don't give no time for free
Not willing to offer my time freely
Fuck around and have to sip a cup to keep my mind at ease
Using substances to cope with stress
Steppin up like yannis for the bucks I put it all on me
Confidently taking risks for financial gain
Pockets stuffed until she need a buck I give her all she need
Generous with material support in a relationship
Needed luck I felt like Daffy Duck knew they was clownin me
Feeling mocked or ridiculed, needing luck
Fucked me up she played me like a scrub when I was seventeen
Being deceived or mistreated at a young age
Niggas always hated me for what I always kept to me
Facing resentment for keeping things private
Sometimes I debate if I should keep the love or love the green
Internal conflict between love and financial pursuits
I don't know nobody that can take me out my suit
Confident in one's resilience
Prayin for somebody that can make me peruse
Hoping for someone to motivate or inspire
Love body yady but her eyes speak the truth
Physical attraction versus emotional honesty
Treat me like the somebody that you love wit no rules
Desiring unconditional love without constraints
I hope the feelings right
Reiterating the hope for genuine feelings
I know im grown but I still loose my mind
Despite maturity, still struggling emotionally
All that i ever abused was time
Reflecting on time mismanagement
I don't wanna be misused love me right
Asking for sincere love, not misuse
All those times I had to loose built fire
Recalling past losses and challenges
try steppin in my shoes walk the wire
Encouraging others to empathize with difficulties
You could never take my steps fr
Asserting individuality and resilience
Everytime I need to run it up I start to think to kill
Planning for success, contemplating drastic actions
Everyone that say they hold you down they not holdin shit
Doubting the loyalty of those claiming support
Once a nigga see we all in trouble he gon jump the ship
Expecting betrayal in challenging situations
high school I was fuckin round had women on my head gone
Reckless behavior during high school
Used to wanna get back at the kids who did me dead wrong
Desire for revenge against past wrongs
I would take a bullet for my kin I'm a stand strong
Commitment to family, ready to endure hardships
Make sure it say real before the rich on my head stone
Desiring authenticity in legacy after death
Ah yeah I got it
Expressing confidence or realization
Had a plug that called me papi yeah
Having a significant connection with a supplier
Ain't no stoppin I need money like a chalker yeah
Determined to succeed, needing resources
RIP Bryant but I'm still gon need a chopper yeah
Acknowledging tragedy but staying prepared
I got hella problems treat this bottle like my doctor yeah
Using substances to cope with problems
I hope the feelings right
Reiterating the desire for genuine emotions
I know im grown but I still loose my mind
Despite maturity, emotional struggles persist
All that i ever abused was time
Reflecting on past time mismanagement
I don't wanna be misused love me right
Requesting genuine love, not manipulation
All those times I had to loose built fire
Recalling past hardships and losses
try steppin in my shoes walk the wire
Challenging others to understand personal struggles
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