Lyrics
I see a cloud up above cry a wash of colorful stars
I observe a cloud above shedding colorful stars that land on the fragile ground of my heart.
That fall onto the brittle ground of my heart
These stars symbolize my failures, haunting the vulnerable core of my emotions.
Wander off on a cloud
I drift away on a cloud, accompanied by my wandering thoughts.
With my rambling thoughts
This cloud carries my contemplative thoughts with it.
Sometimes I fall down and my failures come out to haunt
At times, I stumble, and my mistakes resurface to torment me in the twilight of my emotions.
The twilight of my heart
The dusk of my heart, a metaphor for emotional challenges.
And I fall and I fall and I call
I continue to fall, reaching out for help.
But there's no one around
Despite my calls, there is no one around to assist.
They tell me cheer up and I promise I'm trying but
Others advise me to cheer up, but I struggle, attempting to overcome feeling stuck.
It's hard enough to be so stuck
The difficulty of breaking free from a challenging situation.
Carry on I'll catch up when my heart
I will persevere and catch up when my heart embraces the morning sun.
Meets the morning sun
A hopeful outlook for a new beginning.
Sometimes I fall down and my failures come out to haunt
Similar to line 5, reiterating the impact of failures on my emotional state.
The twilight of my heart
Revisiting the challenges in the twilight of my heart.
And I fall and I fall and I call
Continued falling and seeking help, yet finding no one around.
But there's no one around
Repetition of the loneliness in times of need.
I wish I loved me
Expressing a desire for self-love.
But I'm trapped in better than perfection
Feeling confined by the pursuit of perfection, hindering authenticity.
It suffocates an honest me
The pressure for perfection suffocates my true self.
I'm tired of crying
An expression of exhaustion from emotional turmoil.
Is there a better expectation to live this story
Questioning if there is a better way to live this narrative.
Tell me please
A plea for guidance and understanding.
They tell me cheer up and I promise I'm trying but
Reiterating the struggle to cheer up despite sincere efforts.
It's hard enough to be so stuck
Emphasizing the challenge of feeling trapped in a difficult situation.
Carry on I'll catch up when my heart
A commitment to persevere and catch up when a new day dawns.
Meets the morning sun
Repetition of the hopeful anticipation for a better future.
Sometimes I fall down and my failures come out to haunt
Recurrence of the impact of failures on emotions.
The twilight of my heart
Reflecting on the challenges in the twilight of the heart.
And I fall and I fall and I call
Continued falling and reaching out, yet finding no one to answer the call.
But there's no one around
Repetition of the theme of solitude in times of need.
I wish I loved me
Reiterating the desire for self-love.
But I'm trapped in better than perfection
Feeling constrained by the pursuit of perfection, suppressing authenticity.
It suffocates an honest me
The suffocation of one's true self due to the quest for perfection.
I'm tired of crying
An expression of weariness from continuous emotional distress.
Is there a better expectation to live this story
Pondering if there is a better way to live and tell this story.
Tell me please
An earnest plea for guidance and insight.
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