Body Mod
Body Mod Reflections: Embracing Change and Moving On
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I dyed my hair I pierced my nose
I made changes to my appearance by dyeing my hair and piercing my nose.
Cuz I don't care I hope it shows
I don't care about societal judgments, and I hope this attitude is evident.
Lie on the ground dust myself off
I faced a setback but picked myself up and continued.
I saw you there guess I was crossed
I noticed your presence, and it seems our paths were crossed in a negative way.
I wonder what you would say now
I'm curious about your reaction to my current state.
You saw me lying on the ground
You observed me in a vulnerable position on the ground.
And would you think that I look strong
Do you perceive strength in my vulnerability?
Please tell me is this moving on
Seeking confirmation if this is progress in moving on from you.
Cuz nothing is clear when I look at you
Confusion arises when I see you, and nothing is clear.
And I don't think you ever saw me too
I doubt you ever truly noticed me.
Maybe you never even cared at all
Questioning if you ever cared about me at all.
But in this light you're looking small
In the current perspective, you seem insignificant.
Down and down I fall again
I find myself descending into a difficult emotional state again.
My heels are spinning over head
Symbolizing confusion and disorientation with spinning heels.
It seems the farther down I go
The deeper I go emotionally, the less I understand.
That there is less and less I know
Increasing emotional depth correlates with decreased clarity.
I see your face within my mirror
Your influence is still visible in my self-perception.
Within your eyes I disappear
I lose myself in your eyes and identity.
I got tattoos so I can prove
I got tattoos as a tangible proof of moving on.
That I am well and over you
Asserting that I am well and have overcome the past.
Cuz nothing is clear when I look at you
Confusion persists when I encounter you.
And I don't think you ever saw me too
Doubting if you ever truly saw and understood me.
Maybe you never even cared at all
Speculating that you might not have cared about me at all.
But in this light you're looking small
In the current perspective, your significance is diminished.
And don't you think that I would learn
Expressing a desire to learn from past experiences.
Now that you are gone you took your turn
Acknowledging that you've left, and it's time for me to move on.
But things are starting to get strange
Strange things are happening as I try to forget you.
Forget your face forget your name
Attempting to erase your presence from memory.
Cuz here I am I'm wide awake
I am awake and aware, ready to face the consequences of my actions.
And staring at my next mistake
Contemplating the potential mistakes in my future.
And I can't help but wonder why
Questioning the reasons behind expressing love if it was untrue.
I said I loved you but I lied
Admitting to deception in saying "I loved you."
Cuz nothing is clear when I look at you
Continued confusion when I encounter you.
And I don't think you ever saw me too
Doubt about whether you ever truly noticed or understood me.
Maybe you never even cared at all
Speculating that you may not have cared about me at all.
But in this light you're looking small
In the current perspective, your importance is diminished.
Cuz nothing is clear when I look at you
Confusion persists when I encounter you.
And I don't think you ever saw me too
Doubting if you ever truly saw and understood me.
Maybe you never even cared at all
Speculating that you may not have cared about me at all.
But if you'd look I'm standing tall
If you take the time to look, you'll see that I have regained my strength and confidence.
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