Lyrics
And I can't shake feeling worthless
Expressing a persistent feeling of worthlessness.
And each day has lost its purpose
Days have become purposeless, lacking direction.
When giving up is giving in
Suggesting that giving up is equivalent to surrendering.
I think I've lost myself again
Feeling a loss of self, a recurring struggle.
It's how it feels
Describing the emotional state of feeling unreal.
When nothing's real
Emphasizing a sense of detachment from reality.
These shaking bones
Physically or emotionally shaky, unable to be still.
I can't hold still
Unable to control one's trembling.
It turns you into something
Suggesting a transformation under external pressures.
Against everything you are
Being contrary to one's true nature.
When I said
Recalling a commitment to not disappoint.
I'll never let you down
Contrast between a promise and the current situation.
But now she's drowning
A female character is struggling or facing a crisis.
Bleeding out
Intense suffering or emotional pain.
My melancholic attitude
Describing a saddened and introspective mindset.
Just fades to blue
Transitioning from sadness to a neutral state.
When I'm with you
Positive emotions experienced when together.
What's the point of caring
Questioning the value of caring in a transient world.
When everything is just temporary
Expressing the fleeting nature of everything.
Hold on to this hope and then
Finding hope and resolve in continuing to move forward.
I'll just keep driving
Choosing to persevere despite challenges.
But I'm finding hope
Discovering optimism in a past written message.
In a note you wrote
Referencing a meaningful note from the past.
Some years ago on Christmas
Specifically, a note received during Christmas.
And it reads like we both need this
Recognizing a shared need for the message.
Like a love you can't keep secret
Comparing a secret love to the power of the note.
When I fade to black like a heart attack
Describing a sudden and intense emotional state.
Flood gates open I can't hold back
An overwhelming emotional release.
From breaking down and how I'll be
Anticipating a breakdown and the aftermath.
Addicted to my apathy
Being addicted to a state of indifference.
I'll never let you down
Reiterating the commitment to not disappoint.
But now she's drowning
Continuation of the female character's struggle.
Bleeding out
Intensifying the imagery of suffering and bleeding.
My melancholic attitude
Repetition of a saddened and introspective state.
Just fades to blue
Transitioning from sadness to a neutral state, again.
When I'm with you
Positive emotions experienced when together, reiterated.
What's the point of caring
Questioning the value of caring in a transient world, again.
When everything is just temporary
Expressing the fleeting nature of everything, again.
Hold on to this hope and then
Finding hope and resolve in continuing to move forward, again.
I'll just keep driving
Reaffirming the decision to persevere despite challenges.
...keep driving
Repetition of the resolve to keep driving and not give up.
...keep driving
-...keep driving
-I'll get up
-When I'm down
-And I won't
-Crumble now
-I'm okay
-I'm okay
-I'm not hopeless
-I'll never let you down
-But now she's drowning
-Bleeding out
-My melancholic attitude
-Just fades to blue
-When I'm with you
-What's the point of caring
-When everything is just temporary
-Hold on to this hope and then
-I'll just keep driving
-I'll just keep
-I'll just keep
-I'll just keep driving
-I'll just keep
-I'll just keep
-I'll just keep driving
Final emphasis on the commitment to keep moving forward.
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