Time on My Side
Embracing Apathy: Reflecting on Time's Influence
Lyrics
I see the end
I perceive the conclusion or endpoint.
I want back time I spent
I desire to reclaim the time I've spent.
Barely up, don't want to drown, floating slow, facing down
Being barely afloat, not wanting to sink, moving slowly, facing a challenging situation.
Wanna say you built it all, now you're bored let it fall
Expressing a desire to attribute the creation of everything to someone, but now feeling indifferent as it collapses.
Time on my side, want advice, from those eyes
Having time in one's favor, seeking guidance from perceptive eyes.
This time, no invite, I don't mind, I'd decline
This time, not receiving an invitation, being indifferent, willing to decline if invited.
Now it's alright
Currently, everything is satisfactory or acceptable.
It hurts less than a fight
Pain is less than engaging in a conflict or argument.
Apathy just feels so right, what's the use in one more night
Choosing apathy as it feels appropriate, questioning the purpose of enduring another night.
Wanna say I built it all, now I'm bored watch it fall
Expressing a desire to claim responsibility for everything, but now finding it tedious to watch it collapse.
Why do I try for some time on my side
Questioning the reason for striving to have time on one's side.
Empathy is far too rare, I cant even try to care
Noticing a scarcity of empathy, unable to make an effort to care.
Feeling trapped inside these walls someone make it stop
Feeling confined within walls, seeking relief from this state.
Time on my side, want advice, from those eyes
Having time in one's favor, seeking advice from perceptive eyes (repeated from line 6).
This time, no invite, I don't mind, I'd decline
This time, not receiving an invitation, being indifferent, willing to decline if invited (repeated from line 7).
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