Messy
Embracing Chaos: Courtney Shields Unleashes a Messy Journey
Lyrics
Is this a crisis, between quarter and mid
Reflecting on a potential crisis or confusion between a quarter and midpoint in life.
Am I just like this? And have I always been?
Questioning personal characteristics and if they have always been this way.
So do you like it, boy I need to know
Asking someone if they like a certain aspect, seeking clarity in a relationship.
Before I let a good thing, let a good thing go
Expressing hesitation before letting go of something good.
I’m going down, down, down real quick
Emphasizing a quick descent or downfall.
Im going down, down, down, real quick
-Light it up (Hey)
Encouraging to ignite or intensify a situation.
I’m going full throttle
-Devil on my shoulder and an angel on the other
Describing inner conflict with both positive and negative influences.
Taking orders from both and it’s gettin kinda messy
Acknowledging confusion and chaos in following conflicting guidance.
Call me this call me that
Requesting not to be tested despite being called names.
But baby don’t test me
-Push me to my limits I just want to be free
Desiring freedom and acknowledging the unsustainable nature of current actions.
Can’t Keep this up cause I’m getting kinda messy
-Is this what you want?
Questioning if the darker aspects are what the other person desires.
The dark side of me?
-Keep me up at night, I don’t need no sleep
Highlighting insomnia caused by internal struggles.
So do you like it, yeah I need to know
-Before I let the good me let the good me go
Seeking affirmation before letting go of a positive aspect of oneself.
Light it up
Encouraging intensity and commitment in actions.
I’m going full throttle
-Devil on my shoulder and an angel on the other
Reiterating the inner conflict with the devil and angel figures.
Taking orders from both and it’s gettin kinda messy
Describing the complexity and messiness of following conflicting guidance.
Call me this call me that
Warning against testing boundaries despite being called names.
But baby don’t test me
-Push me to my limits I just want to be free
Expressing a desire for freedom and acknowledging the challenges in maintaining the current state.
Can’t keep this up cause I’m getting kinda messy
-Can’t keep this up cause I’m getting kinda messy
Repeating the acknowledgment of the unsustainable nature of the current situation.
I’m getting kinda messy, yeah
Affirming the messy state of affairs.
I’m getting kinda messy, messy
-Light it up
Reiterating the call for intensity and commitment in actions.
I’m going full throttle
-Devil on my shoulder and an angel on the other
Repeating the inner conflict with the devil and angel figures.
Taking orders from both and It’s getting kinda messy
Reiterating the complexity and messiness of following conflicting guidance.
Call me this call me that
Emphasizing the request not to be tested despite name-calling.
But baby don’t test me
-Push me to my limits I just want to be free
Expressing the desire for freedom and the recognition of the challenges in maintaining the current state while seeking divine help.
Can’t keep this up cause I’m gettin kinda messy (Lord Help Me)
-Can’t keep this up cause I’m gettin kinda messy
Repeating the acknowledgment of the unsustainable nature of the current situation.
Light it up
Reiterating the call for intensity and commitment in actions.
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