Skipping Out
Escaping Shadows: Crash Nebula's Journey Through Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Take a hit to stay awake
Willing to endure something unpleasant to remain alert or conscious.
I'd talk all night if you say
Expressing willingness to engage in conversation for an extended period.
What's been on your mind and
Curious about what occupies your thoughts.
In a moment that's where I find that I
In moments of introspection, I realize I'm lost.
Lost myself at twenty one
Feeling disconnected or adrift at the age of 21.
Missed out on the chance to be someone
Regretting missed opportunities to establish an identity.
Watching green lights turning red when I pull up
Seeing signs to proceed but they constantly hinder progress.
I don't really wanna be here anymore
Expressing a desire to leave the current situation or environment.
Every chance I'm running for the door
Frequently attempting to escape or avoid circumstances.
It's what I say I want but it's always a chore
Although I claim to want this, it feels burdensome.
Don't imagine I can do this again
Doubtful about the ability to repeat a certain experience.
No assurance runs through to my head
No certainty or confidence exists in my thoughts.
It's what I say I want but I'll skip out instead
Despite claiming to desire something, I opt to abandon it.
Another hit to stay awake
Using substances to stay awake, but failing to progress beyond the initial stage of an activity or event.
But I never make it past pregame
Unable to move forward from the initial preparations or warm-up.
I want to be more
Desiring more or aspiring for greater things.
Come tomorrow behind closed doors but I
Planning for a different future that remains unseen.
Lost myself, became astray
Feeling lost or strayed from the intended path.
Pissed my options down the drain
Wasting opportunities or choices.
Green lights always turning red when I pull up
Encountering obstacles whenever progress is attempted.
I don't really wanna be here anymore
Expressing a strong desire to depart from the present circumstances.
Every chance I'm running for the door
Frequently seeking an escape route or opportunity.
It's what I say I want but it's always a chore
Feeling burdened by something desired.
Don't imagine I can do this again
Doubting the ability to replicate a particular experience.
No assurance runs through to my head
Uncertainty and lack of confidence in one's thoughts.
It's what I say I want but I'll skip out instead
Despite expressed desires, choosing to avoid rather than pursue.
With dreams too big to carry
Having aspirations that are too immense to carry forward.
About time I dropped them
Realizing it's time to let go of those aspirations.
Burned out all of my ambition
Exhausted all motivation and drive.
In attempt to have purpose
Trying to find purpose but ending up drained.
Now I'm skipping out
Choosing to leave or withdraw from a situation.
You don't want me around
Feeling unwanted by others.
This doubt is why
Doubt is causing the decision to leave.
I don't really wanna be here anymore
Strongly desiring to depart from the current circumstance.
Every chance I'm running for the door
Consistently seeking an escape route.
It's what I say I want but it's always a chore
Feeling burdened by something desired.
Don't imagine I can do this again
Doubting the ability to repeat a particular experience.
No assurance runs through to my head
Uncertainty and lack of confidence in one's thoughts.
It's what I say I want but I'll skip out instead
Despite expressed desires, choosing to avoid rather than pursue.
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