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And I don't want to know cause' deep down I already do
Already aware of something without wanting confirmation
You ever heard shots ring that never hit the news
Experienced events that went unnoticed by the media
Shit we don't have a clue and it's better if we don't
Unawareness is preferable due to potential distress
Wasn't trying to see a body was just trying to get a smoke
Not seeking conflict or confrontation, just looking for a break
A couple days after ima still feel it
Emotional impact lingers even after a few days
Everybody taught trauma nobody shown how to heal it
People learn about trauma but lack guidance on healing
Unless you go through it on your own
Individual experience is necessary to comprehend
The sun kissed and the moon danced
Nature's beauty and celestial balance
The void gets filled by the rhythm of the soul
Inner rhythm brings fulfillment
Damn pages getting filled bigger than they pay me still
Writing exceeds compensation but still pursuing
We ride waves like navy seals
Enduring challenges akin to Navy SEALs
Ain't worried bout no eels cause the shock factor feel
Not concerned about minor issues, focused on impactful shocks
Appeal by the wheel wield many swords
Attracted by wielding power despite conflicts
But the one that gets me going when the pen hit home
Emotionally moved when deeply connected while writing
Still trying to make it happen
Persistent pursuit of goals
Dreaming landscapes in a town of no chances
Imagining success in a place with limited opportunities
You know like Athens full of low self esteem and high fashion
Reference to a place with both insecurity and high standards
Attract gods and let em have it
Attracting attention of powerful entities for retribution
For all the havoc that they placed upon our darker palettes
Consequences of others' destructive actions on one's life
I found no home inside the facets of my mental prowess
No comfort found in one's intellect or abilities
On the road I found malice next to broken status
Encountering negativity amidst personal brokenness
Ying and Yang good can't exist without a challenge
Balance between good and bad; challenges are essential
Get stoned it's the Tangerine Borealis
Metaphorical references to altered states of consciousness
Welcome home it's The Evergreen Palace
A symbolic welcoming to a place of stability and growth
For now I'm locked up in the deep end weakened leaking everything I am
Feeling emotionally vulnerable and exposed
I see you got a spark but you lack the heart
Recognizing potential but lacking dedication
And we can tell you apart from those really want it
Distinguishing genuine passion from mere pretense
Hip Hop conversations Crissy P's the topic
Being the subject of discussions in hip hop circles
Forty LOW what's popping
Referencing a specific context or group
In the book of life you gotta live it by its chapter
Living life, embracing its different phases
Moved past the madness set up new factions
Moving beyond chaos, establishing new directions
Cause' we worth what we demanding the mood outstanding
Self-worth dictates expectations; mood stands out
There he go again walking like he planted
Confident and purposeful stride
Still
Reiteration of persistence despite challenges
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