I Just Wasn't Ready
Journey Through Grief: Embracing Hope and Healing
Lyrics
This year has opened my eyes
This year has made me more aware
I've seen death I've seen smiles
I've experienced both death and happiness
Even heartache for a while
Even endured heartache temporarily
For those who were dearest to me
For those closest to me
That left here so early
Who departed prematurely
I never said goodbye
I didn't get the chance to bid farewell
I know weeping endures for a night
I understand sadness lasts briefly
Joy does come in the morning
Happiness eventually arrives
I know this is true
I acknowledge this truth
But your death came out the blue
Your passing was unexpected
So my hearts still heavy
So my heart remains burdened
I just wasn't ready
I wasn't emotionally prepared
Sometimes I wish
At times, I desire
I could see you again
To have one more encounter with you
Just for a while to say goodbye
Even if briefly, to bid farewell
But I'm happy for you
However, I'm content for your elevation
Cause you made it to God's thrown room
As you've reached God's divine presence
No more hurt no more pain
No more suffering or anguish
Only a smile on your face
Only serenity on your countenance
I know weeping endures for a night
Recognizing that sorrow is fleeting
And joy does come in the morning
And happiness emerges eventually
I know this is true
Accepting this reality
But your death came out the blue
Your departure was unforeseen
So my hearts still heavy
Hence, my heart remains heavy
I just wasn't ready
I wasn't emotionally prepared
To say goodbye goodbye goodbye
To bid farewell repeatedly
If I had just one more chance
If given another chance
This one thing I would say is
The one thing I'd express is
Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
My farewell to you
Goodbye Goodbye Goodbye
Reiterating the goodbye
I just wasn't ready
I wasn't emotionally prepared
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
And it's waiting for you
It's prepared for your arrival
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
With tears in my eyes
Tears fill my eyes
I'm waving goodbye
As I bid farewell
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
And it's waiting for you
Prepared for your arrival
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
I just wasn't ready
I wasn't emotionally prepared
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
And it's waiting for you
Prepared for your arrival
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
Heaven is open
-And it's waiting for you
Prepared for your arrival
Heaven is open
Heaven awaits
I just wasn't ready
I wasn't emotionally prepared
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