Lyrics
think too much i can't see things
Experiencing overthinking, making it difficult to perceive things clearly.
complex got me feeling kinda messy
Feeling emotionally overwhelmed and complicated.
all these goddamn thoughts won't leave me
Struggling with persistent and intrusive thoughts.
staying up all night sleeping all day
Disrupted sleep patterns, staying awake at night and sleeping during the day.
nightmares got me scared right now
Experiencing fear due to nightmares.
fuck It's too much don't know what to do
Feeling overwhelmed, expressing uncertainty about how to cope.
i'm too focused on my mind right now
Being excessively focused on one's own thoughts.
tryina get the fuck out of my head
Desire to escape or distract from intrusive thoughts.
all these goddamn thoughts won't leave
Repetition of the struggle with persistent thoughts.
oh god i need medicine
Expressing a need for medication or some form of relief.
if i pop this then i can feel better now
Consideration of using medication to feel better.
long day stressed out
Describing a long and stressful day.
popped a couple pills just to feel nice
Using pills to induce a positive or numb feeling.
overdose all alone no friends no
Describing a dangerous situation of overdosing alone without social support.
money sex drugs fill a cup fill it up
Mentioning various vices like money, sex, and drugs as coping mechanisms.
nightmares got me scared right now
Reiteration of fear caused by nightmares.
fuck It's too much don't know what to do
Repeating the feeling of being overwhelmed and uncertain.
i'm too focused on my mind right now
Continued focus on internal thoughts and struggles.
tryina get the fuck out of my head
Expressing the desire to escape intrusive thoughts.
all these goddamn thoughts won't leave
Continuation of the theme of persistent and troubling thoughts.
oh god i need medicine
Reiterating the desperate need for some form of relief or medication.
if i pop this then i can feel better now
Considering the use of medication for immediate relief.
god i know you're there and listening oh please just end this suffering
Seeking help and relief from a higher power, expressing suffering.
god i know you're there and listening to me
Repetition of reaching out to a higher power for support and understanding.
oh please
An earnest plea for assistance from a higher power.
god i know you're there and listening oh please just end this suffering
Reiteration of seeking relief from a higher power and expressing suffering.
point a gun at my head
Expressing intense emotional pain and desperation, contemplating self-harm.
then i'd be dead
Describing a desire for an end to suffering through extreme means.
just end this suffering
An explicit plea for an end to the emotional pain and suffering.
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