Lyrics
i dye my hair black my hands are stained
The speaker changes their appearance, possibly as a symbolic attempt to move on from a past relationship.
I try to wash you out of my brain
The speaker is trying to forget someone, but the memories are persistent and difficult to erase.
i take a shot and clench my teeth
The speaker copes with the situation by taking a shot, possibly of alcohol, and clenches their teeth, indicating inner tension.
only wanna Bite down on it if it’s you and me
The desire to "Bite down on it" suggests a craving for a connection, specifically with the person from the past.
I, i, tell me will I will
The repetition of "I, i" may reflect inner turmoil or uncertainty about the future.
I be alright
The speaker questions whether they will be alright, expressing doubt and seeking reassurance.
Tell me will I
A continuation of the uncertainty, questioning if things will be okay in the end.
i Didn’t know it then I was with you
The speaker reflects on not realizing the mistake of being with the person in the past.
That I was walking into a mistake
Admitting to walking into a mistake, acknowledging poor judgment in the relationship.
And after everything I really shouldn’t miss you
Despite everything, the speaker acknowledges they shouldn't miss the person, hinting at conflicting emotions.
but i'm listening to soft rock every day
The speaker finds solace or distraction in listening to soft rock music daily since the person's departure.
Since you’ve been gone
Expressing a sense of emptiness or change since the person has been gone.
it kinda feels like sun in my eyes
Describing a positive feeling, as if the person's absence brings brightness or warmth.
I act hard like you just lit a fire under me
Acting tough or resilient in the face of the emotional impact caused by the person.
and then I drive by c,c,c cliche…
Driving by clichés suggests encountering common situations or reminders, possibly related to the past relationship.
guess I gotta ride ride these waves out
Acceptance of the need to navigate and endure the challenges or emotional "waves" caused by the breakup.
I, i, tell me will I will
A repetition of the earlier questioning, seeking assurance about being alright.
I be alight
Reiterating the desire to know if things will be alright in the end.
Tell me will I
A continuation of the uncertainty, questioning if things will be okay.
i Didn’t know it then I was with you
Reflecting on the lack of awareness when being with the person, acknowledging hindsight.
That I was walking into a mistake
Repeating the realization of walking into a mistake, underscoring the regret in the relationship.
And after everything I really shouldn’t miss you
Despite recognizing the mistake, the speaker still struggles with missing the person.
but i'm listening to soft rock every day
Reiterating the coping mechanism of listening to soft rock as a daily routine since the person's departure.
Since you’ve been gone
Expressing the ongoing impact of the person's absence, tying back to the emptiness or change mentioned earlier.
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