Lyrics
Always lacking in my self preservation
Expressing a continual lack of self-protection or self-care
I couldn't face it
Unable to confront something directly
Put my thoughts out to the world
Sharing personal thoughts with the world
I was sure that they would all hate it
Anticipating negative reception or criticism
But I look down to the void
Realizing inability to avoid or escape a difficult situation
I realize I can't escape it
Experiencing intense emotions, likely anger or distress
I'm just raging through pain
Getting a taste of the consequences of actions or situations
Get a taste of what this brings
Committing to preserving or keeping this experience
And I'm gonna save it
Intolerance for delays or waiting
I got no patience I face it
Impatience with circumstances, acknowledging and confronting them
Refresh my brain and I'm facing
Resetting thoughts or perspective to confront challenges
The pain is racing I'm pacing to find a reason
Feeling the rapidity of emotional or physical pain, seeking reasons
To hate it I'm gonna try I'm not basic
Commitment to not being ordinary or basic despite difficulties
Inside the haze and I'm lacing my shoes
Amid confusion or obscurity, preparing to move forward
There decaying I'm praying for rain and I'm saying to say it
Desiring change or improvement, expressing it through metaphorical language
Get time the right
Waiting for the right moment or circumstance
I will when my minds right
Planning to act when mental clarity is achieved
Eyes crossed and turning
Feeling disoriented or perplexed, possibly metaphorical
Don't mind me I'm burning
Ignoring personal issues or pain
Don't care what they say
Disregarding others' opinions or criticisms if not stated directly
Shits not said right to my face
Belief that criticism should be direct, not behind one's back
Even if it was I guess it's okay
Acceptance of criticism, even if it's indirect
I hear it every day
Regular exposure to criticism or negative comments
All because I'm fine they wanna take what's mine
Feeling targeted due to personal well-being or success
I reach inside all to find that I've had it all this time I jump the line and take my time
Realizing possession of inner strength and resources
CYNING with my brothers and we're taking care of eachother
Uniting with companions for mutual support and protection
I'm just realizing now we no longer have to take cover
Realization of safety and no need to hide from threats
All of us are sober
Sobriety or clarity of mind among the group
And we're jumping over obstacles
Conquering challenges that seemed insurmountable
Impossible for us but it's the return of the bozos
Humorously referring to themselves as clowns, yet resilient
Never fading away we be taking our place
Permanence in their presence or impact
Like I say I don't have to say
Belief that actions speak louder than words
We're here to stay
Commitment to being present and persistent
We just finding a way
Adapting and discovering solutions despite challenges
In our brains is a maze
Complexities or difficulties in thinking or decision-making
Have no plan to escape
Choosing not to escape from challenges
Have no time for the fakes
Rejecting insincere or dishonest people
Decided this is my fate
Decisively embracing a chosen path or destiny
So I'm gonna create
Commitment to creating or shaping a new future
A brand new fucking stage
Planning a significant change or transformation
No one's ready for this phase
Confidence in unveiling a new aspect or approach
No one's ready for my ways
Expecting surprise or resistance due
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