Lyrics
I spent my time wondering if you want me
I'm contemplating whether you desire me or not.
I spent my time again, oh
I find myself repeatedly spending my time on this thought.
I spent my time rethinking if I'm happy
I'm reconsidering if I'm truly happy in this situation.
I spent my time again, oh
This contemplation consumes my time once again.
I don't wanna play these games
I do not want to engage in manipulative or deceptive activities.
That you've been playing with me, oh
Referring to manipulative actions or behaviors directed towards the speaker.
I don't understand, oh
I'm having difficulty understanding the situation.
We were out, yeah, way past ten
We were together, likely beyond the late hours of the night.
We were hanging out, yeah, we were friends
We spent time together and were friends.
Then you effed me over, baby Where do we begin
A reference to a betrayal or hurtful action that took place, questioning the beginning of the problems.
I spent my time wondering if you want me
Repetition of the contemplation about whether the other person desires the speaker.
I spent my time again, oh
Repetition of the speaker spending time on this contemplation.
I spent my time rethinking if I'm happy
Reconsidering if true happiness exists in the current situation.
I spent my time again, oh
Repeating the cycle of spending time on these thoughts.
All seems drifting away from me
Feeling a sense of detachment or distance from everything.
Nothing seems the same
Things don't feel the same; there is a noticeable change in the atmosphere.
I want somebody to save me
Expressing a desire for someone to rescue or help the speaker.
But I just can't be saved
Despite the desire for help, the speaker feels unable to be saved.
I don't like you like I once did
The speaker's feelings towards the other person have changed.
It's cause everything's always gonna change
Attributing the change to the inevitability of constant change in life.
I want you to know I was stupid
Admitting a past mistake and expressing a need for the other person to remain in the speaker's life.
So baby, I'ma need you to stay
The speaker requests the other person to stay despite the acknowledged error.
I spent my time wondering if you want me
Reiteration of the ongoing contemplation about the other person's feelings.
I spent my time again, oh
Repetition of the speaker spending time on these thoughts.
I spent my time rethinking if I'm happy
Reconsidering if the speaker is genuinely happy in the current situation.
I spent my time again, oh
Repeating the cycle of spending time on these contemplations.
All seems drifting away from me
Feeling a sense of detachment or distance from everything, echoing earlier sentiments.
Nothing seems the same
Reiteration that things don't feel the same; there is a noticeable change.
I want somebody to save me
Expressing a desire for salvation or rescue from someone.
But I just can't be saved
Despite the desire for help, the speaker feels unable to be saved, echoing the earlier sentiment.
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