Lyrics
I was so lonely, now I'm holy
I was once lonely, but now I feel a sense of holiness
Don't need a sorry
There's no need for apologies
I know you won't mean it so...
Anticipating insincerity in your apologies
Still, be nice to hear it though
Although insincere, it would still be comforting to hear an apology
And I felt so anxious whenever you'd call me
I used to feel anxious when you called me
I used to hide you from the homies
I hid our relationship from my friends
They never liked you bro
My friends didn't like you
And even my mama know that you a bitch
Even my mother acknowledges that you're unpleasant
And you never gave a shit about me or mine
You never cared about me or my loved ones
So I'm done with all your shit
I'm fed up with your behavior
I'm not a quitter but I quit
Not typically a quitter, but I'm giving up on you
You're just a waste of time
You're a waste of time
And I was chasing you for about 6 months, I run my patience up
Chased you for six months, but my patience is exhausted
I give up
I surrender
I give up
-And I was in your orbit for too long, I got to carry on
Spent too much time in your influence, now I must move on
I give up
I surrender
I give up
-I used to like my boys a little crazy
I used to prefer guys with a bit of craziness
The kind who likes he love a little hazy
Someone who loves with a blurred perception
The kind who always wants to call you "baby"
Desiring endearment but facing infidelity
Then tell you that he's fucking other ladies
Being informed about their involvement with other women
The kind who never ever buys you flowers a
No gestures like buying flowers
And only calls you after midnight hours
Only calling after midnight
The kind who points the blame, the kind that never change
Blaming others and resisting change due to baggage
Because he got some baggage that he never gonna claim
Baggage that won't be acknowledged
I-I gotta give up
I must surrender
Gotta live for me cause I only live once
Need to live for myself, as life is short
Gotta find the flow, gotta let you go
Must find my own path, must let you go
But before you go, my ego gotta let you know that you a bitch
Before parting ways, my ego insists on calling you out
(You a bitch yeah you a bitch, you a bitch yeah you a bitch)
(Reiterating that you're unpleasant)
And you never gave a shit about me or mine
You never cared about me or mine
So I'm done with all your shit
I'm done with your behavior
I'm not a quitter but I quit
Not a quitter, but I quit because you're a waste of time
You're just a waste of time
And I was chasing you for about 6 months, I run my patience up
Chased you for six months, but my patience is exhausted
I give up
I surrender
I give up
-And I was in your orbit for too long, I got to carry on
Spent too much time in your influence, now I must move on
I give up
I surrender
I give up
-Yeah I give up
Yeah, I surrender
O-oh I give up
Oh, I surrender
I give up
I surrender
Fuck em' yeah
Expressing frustration and finality
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