I Want to Disappear
Yearning Shadows: Embracing the Echoes of Self-Reflection
Lyrics
I want to disappear
The speaker expresses a desire to vanish or withdraw from existence.
I want you to forget me
The speaker wishes for the listener to erase them from memory.
Don't wanna leave no pain
The speaker does not want to cause any emotional pain to others.
I only wanna leave
The speaker only wants to depart without causing harm.
I want to disappear
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
But I know I won't let me
The speaker acknowledges their own reluctance or inability to let go of themselves.
I'm way too fond of others
The speaker has a strong affection for others but struggles with self-acceptance.
Just not too fond of me
The speaker has a limited fondness for themselves in contrast to their feelings for others.
Why do I feel like this?
The speaker questions the origin of their emotions.
Can't explain it to myself
The speaker is unable to explain their feelings even to themselves.
But, if I were to be honest
The speaker acknowledges a desire for honesty.
I kind of wanted
The speaker hints at a suppressed desire or intention.
To hate myself (Hate myself)
Reiteration of the desire to hate oneself, suggesting internal conflict.
I want to disappear
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
I want you to forget me
Reiteration of the wish for the listener to forget the speaker.
Don't wanna leave no pain
The speaker wants to avoid causing any emotional pain to others.
I only wanna leave
The speaker only wants to depart without causing harm, echoing line #4.
I want to disappear
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
But I know I won't let me
The speaker acknowledges their reluctance or inability to let go of themselves, echoing line #6.
I'm way too fond of others
The speaker has a strong affection for others but struggles with self-acceptance, echoing line #7.
I'm not too fond of me
The speaker has a limited fondness for themselves, echoing line #8.
I'm tired of running in circles
The speaker expresses exhaustion from repeated patterns or behaviors.
I don't wanna hurt us anymore
The speaker wants to avoid causing further harm to themselves and others.
Cuz I have already hurt you
The speaker acknowledges past hurt inflicted on the listener.
More than enough
The speaker recognizes that they have hurt the listener more than necessary.
More than I should
The speaker reflects on exceeding the appropriate level of harm.
I want to disappear
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
I want you to forget me
Reiteration of the wish for the listener to forget the speaker.
Don't wanna leave no pain
The speaker wants to avoid causing any emotional pain to others, echoing line #16.
I only wanna leave
The speaker only wants to depart without causing harm, echoing lines #17 and #4.
I want to disappear
Reiteration of the desire to disappear.
But I know I won't let me
The speaker acknowledges their reluctance or inability to let go of themselves, echoing lines #6 and #19.
I'm way too fond of others
The speaker has a strong affection for others but struggles with self-acceptance, echoing lines #7 and #20.
Just not too fond of me
The speaker has a limited fondness for themselves, echoing lines #8 and #21.
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