Henny Memories
Henny Memories: A Journey Through Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
Hey Ross, sauce it up
Addressing someone named Ross, asking to add enthusiasm or flavor
Sippin' Henny for all of the painful memories Poppin' Perks, for when my head goes berserk
Using alcohol (Henny) to cope with painful memories and taking prescription drugs (Perks) when feeling overwhelmed
Crackin' seals when I get in my feels
Opening bottles when feeling emotional
Tryna heal, but I can't get of this Ferris wheel
Struggling to break out of a repetitive and challenging cycle
Why can't I just live a normal life
Desiring a normal, less tumultuous life
Takin' lines when I don't feel alright
Consuming substances when feeling emotionally unwell
Tryna find some peace of mind
Seeking peace of mind amidst difficulties
In this cruel cold world, my only vice
Seeing vices as the only solace in a harsh world
Eatin' shrooms when I'm alone in my room
Using psychedelics alone in isolation
What's the moves? I'm tryna go hit the stu
Questioning what actions to take, contemplating going to the studio
Get my groove and make me a hit or two
Wanting to create music and be successful
I'm the illest, but this here is not the flu
Feeling exceptional but acknowledging the situation is serious
Don't distill this, I need to pour more than two
Not wanting to dilute the situation, needing more than a small amount
Mix the liquor with the soda, need more than a few
Mixing drinks in larger quantities
Say I love you, that's forever, but I could love you and know
Expressing eternal love but realizing it may not be healthy
That you still not good for me
Knowing that despite love, a person may not be good for them
Really had cut off my brother, it's a feeling like no other
Having to sever ties with a close person, experiencing unique pain
Motherfucker struggled with me
Struggling together with someone
Talked to my mother, she told me it's gon' be alright
Receiving comfort from a conversation with the mother
Sometimes in this life, gotta cut those ties
Understanding the necessity of cutting ties in life
Sippin' Henny for all of the painful memories
Repeating the use of alcohol to cope with painful memories
Poppin' Perks, for when my head goes berserk
Repeating the use of prescription drugs to manage overwhelming thoughts
Crackin' seals when I get in my feels
Repeatedly opening bottles when emotions surface
Tryna heal, but I can't get up this ferris wheel
Struggling to break free from a recurring cycle of pain
Why can't I just live a normal life
Desiring a simpler, ordinary life
Takin' lines when I don't feel alright
Using substances when feeling emotionally distressed
Tryna find some peace of mind
Seeking tranquility in a harsh world
In this cruel cold world, my only vice
Relating vices to being the only solace
Tryna get sober, this fight is far from over
Attempting to get sober, acknowledging the ongoing struggle
I need closure, can't keep doing this over and over
Desiring closure and to stop repeating mistakes
Time to man up, stand up and get myself right
Deciding to take responsibility and improve
Stick to the plan, keep my head up, I'll be alright
Committing to a plan and maintaining optimism
Told my demons, pack your bags, can't get on this flight
Telling personal demons to leave, refusing to let them win
I got the upper hand, now you won't win this fight
Feeling in control of the situation
Tryna find some peace of mind
Continuing the search for peace despite challenges
In this cruel cold world, my only vice
Relating vices to being the only comfort in a difficult world
Why can't I just live a normal life
Expressing desire for a normal, less turbulent life
Takin' lines when I don't feel alright
Using substances when feeling emotionally distressed
Tryna find some peace of mind
Seeking inner peace amidst external difficulties
In this cruel cold world, my only vice
Relating vices to being the only solace in a harsh world
Not sippin' Henny for all of the painful memories
Deciding not to rely on alcohol for coping with painful memories
Not poppin' Perks for when my head goes berserk
Choosing not to use prescription drugs to manage overwhelming thoughts
Not crackin' seals for when I get in my feels
Deciding not to seek solace in substances when feeling emotional
Tryna heal, I know that I'm gonna heal
Being determined to heal despite challenges
And I know I can't go out this way
Acknowledging the determination not to succumb to current circumstances
So I take this shit just day by day
Taking life one day at a time to overcome challenges
Don't need drugs to wash the pain away
Choosing not to rely on drugs to numb pain
Somethin' I gotta face
Accepting the need to confront personal issues
Somethin' I gotta face
Emphasizing the necessity to confront challenges
Somethin' I gotta face
Reiterating the importance of facing difficulties
Somethin' I gotta face
Emphasizing the need to confront personal issues head-on
Not sippin' Henny
Choosing not to drink Henny (alcohol)
Not poppin' Perks
Choosing not to take Perks (prescription drugs)
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