Morphine
Navigating Emptiness: The Euphoria and Desolation of DependencyLyrics
You tried to warn me, but I couldn't fight it
You attempted to caution me, but I couldn't resist it
'Cause you were my morphine, but I don't get high anymore
Because you were my escape or relief, but I no longer experience the euphoria
Say it again but it's not convincing
Repeat of the warning, but it lacks persuasion
I guess it doesn't really matter anymore
It seems the warning doesn't hold significance anymore
But I was there when everyone was missing
I was present when everyone was absent or gone
Now I don't know what I was even fighting for
Now I'm unsure about the purpose of my past struggles
You shut me out, let me down, wish I never came around
You excluded me, disappointed me, I regret being involved
c part of me, I can't believe, tried to give you everything
A part of me, disbelief, attempted to provide everything to you
Now it's a game and I'm the one whose losing
Now it's a game, and I'm the one losing
I guess it never really matters in the end
Ultimately, it may not matter
But everything you say is so confusing
But everything you say is perplexing or unclear
Now I don't know what kind of messages to send
Now I'm unsure about the messages I should convey
There's nothing else left to say
There's nothing more to express
I'm in chains and locked away
I feel confined and isolated
c part of me was so naive
A part of me was so naive
Everybody always leaves
Everyone always leaves
But you tried to warn me, but I couldn't fight it
Reiteration of the warning that I couldn't resist
'Cause you were my morphine, but I don't get high anymore
Because you were my escape or relief, but I no longer experience the euphoria
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