Lost for Life
Lost for Life: A Harrowing Tale of Liberation and Desolation
Lyrics
Can you remember the day
Reflecting on the day when a new phase of life began
You started your whole new life as a slave
Starting a life that feels like servitude or bondage
High or empowerment
Choosing between a sense of power and domination
Yet cowering off as you piss down your leg
Despite the appearance of strength, feeling fear or weakness
You were so proud but it's
Former pride has disappeared
All gone away
Reflecting on the loss of past achievements or identity
Now it's either you're neutered or spayed
Now faced with a choice between being powerless or controlled
In the blink of the eye of the storm
In the midst of a sudden and intense crisis
Silent eyes goes with colorless noise
Quiet contemplation amidst chaos and confusion
Is it all by design
Questioning whether everything is part of a deliberate plan
Tantalized by a prophet man
Feeling enticed or fascinated by a prophetic figure
Оh but it's a severed hand
Reference to a severed hand, possibly symbolizing loss or detachment
And you'll never fucking understand
Expressing frustration at the impossibility of understanding
When you're polarized
Feeling divided or conflicted
You always knew it was just mud and sand
A realization that what seemed substantial was just transient
Oh but on the other hand
Maybe it was all at your command
Suggesting that the situation might be a result of personal choices
Tryin' eyes com'n and bless me with cyanide
Requesting relief from emotional pain, even if it's drastic
Just don't wander too close to the light
Cautioning against approaching something enticing but dangerous
Not alive just lost for life
Feeling spiritually dead or devoid of purpose
Sell me more you fucking whore
Criticizing the commodification of experiences or emotions
I can't get enough
Craving more of something despite its negative impact
And now I'm on a negative rise
Experiencing a decline or negative turn in life
I'm already gone
Feeling detached or beyond redemption
Returned to the sun
Returning to a state of innocence or purity
And if the thought should arise
Contemplating the possibility of reliving past mistakes
Another repulsive chance for reprise
Anticipating another opportunity for a negative cycle to repeat
Too massive to ever escape
Acknowledging the enormity of challenges that seem inescapable
Yet I can't wait for impulse to provide
Expressing eagerness for impulsive actions to offer a solution
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