Drained in Defeat
Emotional Turmoil Unleashed: Drained in Defeat by Darkside NYCLyrics
Struggling along, I'm forced to contend
Struggling to cope with challenges and difficulties.
With constant reprobations; why-I just can't comprehend
Perplexed by continuous criticisms, unable to understand the reasons behind them.
An emotional diffusion, stability I'm losing; pain and anger blend
Experiencing an emotional breakdown, losing stability as pain and anger intertwine.
Just when I'm convinced I've got it all worked out...
Feeling confident that issues are resolved, only to be proven wrong repeatedly.
I'm proven wrong again
Facing unexpected challenges that contradict previous beliefs.
And again
Repeating the cycle of disappointment.
Never understood your point and never gave a shit
Never comprehending the other person's perspective and showing indifference.
A realist, so I realize you're just a hypocrite
Realizing the other person is a hypocrite, lacking sincerity.
You're resentful and begrudging, but I'm not budging
Facing resentment and reluctance but refusing to yield.
That's no grounds for me to be apologetic
Not apologizing for being oneself; refusing to conform.
My opinions have offended you, and I'm not sympathetic
Remaining unapologetic for expressing personal opinions that may have offended.
Sure, I could play the part if I thought it meant something
Contemplating the idea of conforming for a purpose, questioning its significance.
But why would I even bother to pretend?
Rejecting the idea of pretending, unwilling to engage in insincere behavior.
Your words are recyclable-they mean absolutely nothing
Dismissing the other person's words as meaningless and insincere.
And now you've called upon me as a friend?
Expressing surprise at being approached as a friend after such dismissive behavior.
A scumbag 'til the end
Referring to oneself as a scumbag, possibly sarcastically or with a sense of resignation.
Alone with my thoughts-extreme mental unrest
Experiencing intense mental unrest while being alone with thoughts.
Suffering in silence, but not quite distressed
Suffering silently but not reaching a point of extreme distress.
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