Explosion
Cold Hearted Explosions: Unveiling the Inner Struggle of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I'd stop right now I'm a loaded gun
I feel a sense of urgency or potential danger; a loaded gun represents a risk.
My mom lies about me and tells everyone
My mother spreads false information about me, damaging my reputation.
Epitome of a wash-up gone wrong
I am the epitome of a failed and misguided individual.
I never knew what I wanted so I went along
I lacked direction and purpose, so I followed the crowd without knowing what I truly wanted.
Full force headed straight for the unknown
I am moving forcefully towards an uncertain future.
Second gear on the highway kind of undertone
My actions have a subtle and unspoken intensity, like driving in second gear on the highway.
My mind's fast but my body moves so slow
My thoughts are quick, but my physical actions are slow.
I never try new things so I'll never know
I avoid trying new experiences, leading to a lack of knowledge and understanding.
My friends think I'm a joke, so does society
Both my friends and society perceive me as a joke.
I can't answer the phone cause anxiety
Dealing with anxiety, I avoid answering the phone.
People only care when you make it big
People only show interest when you achieve significant success.
All the in-between nobody gives a
The periods between success are overlooked and unappreciated.
All the signs that I get are indirect
I receive subtle and indirect signals or signs.
I'll make a sacrifice then self-deflect
I make sacrifices and then deflect blame onto myself.
Tolerate the vain and the self-obsessed
I endure and tolerate the self-centered and vain individuals.
Calculate the time that I got left
I calculate the time I have left, possibly referring to the limited time to make an impact.
I'm cold hearted
I am emotionally detached and unfeeling.
Don't distract me
I don't want to be distracted from achieving my ultimate goal.
From the end goal
My focus is on reaching the end goal.
I'll start an explosion
Expressing a desire to create a significant impact or change.
I'll start an explosion
Reiteration of the intention to cause a powerful impact or explosion.
Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
Repetitive refrain, emphasizing the idea of starting an explosion.
Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-I've expired
I feel expired, as if my time or relevance has run out.
I've exhausted my resources
I have depleted all my available resources.
And I'm so tired
Expressing exhaustion from the effort of trying to be someone else.
Of trying to be someone else
A desire to stop pretending and be authentic.
Again
Repetition of the word "Again," indicating a cycle of attempting and failing.
Again
-Again
-Yeah
-I'd stop right now I'm a loaded gun
Repetition of earlier verses, emphasizing the theme of being a loaded gun and the intention to start an explosion.
My mom lies about me and tells everyone
-Epitome of a wash-up gone wrong
-I'm cold hearted
-Don't distract me
-From the end goal
-I'll start an explosion
-I'll start an explosion
-I'm cold hearted
-Don't distract me
-From the end goal
-I'll start an explosion
-I'll start an explosion
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Start an explosion
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Na, Na Na, Na Na, Na Na Na
-Start an explosion
-Oh my god
An exclamation, possibly indicating a realization or reaction to the explosive nature described in the song.
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