kidding myself

Emotional Turmoil: The Cycle of Self-Deception and Heartache
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Lyrics

How come you always call me when you're lonely

Addressing the pattern of being contacted when the person is feeling lonely.

How come you always call me when you're drunk

Highlighting a tendency to reach out when under the influence of alcohol.

Think you're in over your head

Suspecting that the person is in a challenging situation or emotional turmoil.

Don't call me in the morning

Requesting not to be called early in the morning.

Think you're in over your head

Reiterating the belief that the person is facing difficulties.

Don't call me when you're drunk

Asking not to be contacted while intoxicated.

You said you would change but you never did

Expressing disappointment that promised changes have not occurred.

You're playing those games and I'm sick of it

Frustration with playing games and a desire to move past it.

So I guess there's nothing to say

Conveying a sense of resignation, realizing there's little to say or do.

Except I hope you have a nice day

Wishing the person well despite the challenges in the relationship.

I keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Acknowledging self-deception in maintaining hope or illusions.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Emphasizing the persistent nature of self-deception.

I gotta get a hold of myself, hold of myself

Recognizing the need to regain control over one's emotions.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself, yeah

Reiterating the ongoing self-deception despite the awareness.

Why do you always tell me that you miss me?

Questioning the sincerity of being missed in communication.

Why do you always tell me that you're fine?

Doubting the authenticity of being told that everything is fine.

Think you're in over your head

Repeating the suspicion of the person being in a challenging situation.

Don't tell me that you miss me

Rejecting expressions of missing as insincere.

Think you're in over your head

Casting doubt on claims of being fine, suggesting a deeper issue.

Don't tell me that you're fine

Declining to believe that everything is truly okay.

I'm sick of it, our relationship, left broken and yeah, I'm feeling it

Expressing the emotional impact of a broken relationship.

So I guess there's nothing to say

Returning to the resignation, acknowledging a lack of words.

Except I hope you have a nice day

Wishing a positive day despite the challenges.

I keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Reiterating the theme of self-deception in a broken relationship.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Underscoring the persistence of self-deception despite awareness.

I gotta get a hold of myself, hold of myself

Recognizing the need to regain emotional control and stability.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself, yeah

Repeating the cycle of self-deception despite understanding.

You'll forever be lonely

Predicting a continued sense of loneliness for the other person.

Spending all your days without me

Anticipating a life without the speaker, emphasizing independence.

Don't for a second think I need you

Asserting independence and rejecting dependency on the other person.

There won't be another time this time

Stating that there won't be another chance or opportunity.

I keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Reiterating the theme of self-deception in the context of separation.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Emphasizing the persistent nature of self-deception despite awareness.

I gotta get a hold of myself, hold of myself

Acknowledging the need to regain emotional control and stability.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself, yeah

Repeating the cycle of self-deception despite understanding.

I keep kidding myself, kidding myself, kidding myself

Reiterating the theme of self-deception in the face of reality.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself

Emphasizing the persistent nature of self-deception despite awareness.

I gotta get a hold of myself, hold of myself

Recognizing the need to regain emotional control and stability.

I keep keep kidding myself, kidding myself, yeah

Repeating the cycle of self-deception despite understanding.

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