Hurt
Resonating Desolation: Dead Defined's Haunting ReflectionsLyrics
I hurt myself today
I engage in self-harm today
To see if I still feel
To test if I can still experience sensation
I focus on the pain
I concentrate on the emotional suffering
The only thing that's real
Emphasizing that pain is the only tangible reality
The needle tears a hole
A metaphorical needle causes emotional wounds
The old familiar sting
Describing the familiar pain experienced
Try to kill it all away
Attempting to numb or eliminate the pain
But I remember everything
Despite efforts to forget, memories persist
What have I become?
Reflecting on personal transformation
My sweetest friend
Addressing a close and supportive connection
Everyone I know goes away
Expressing the inevitability of losing people
In the end
Concluding that everyone eventually departs
And you could have it all
Offering everything, including personal struggles
My empire of dirt
Symbolizing personal hardships as an empire of dirt
I will let you down
Expressing a willingness to disappoint or fail
I will make you hurt
Acknowledging the potential to cause emotional pain
I wear this crown of thorns
Referring to the burden of guilt or remorse
Upon my liar's chair
Describing a throne built on deceit
Full of broken thoughts
Having a mind filled with irreparable thoughts
I cannot repair
Expressing the inability to fix broken aspects
Beneath the stains of time
Underlying emotions concealed by the passage of time
The feelings disappear
Feelings gradually disappearing over time
You are someone else
A sense of personal identity loss
I'm still right here
Asserting a persistent existence despite change
What have I become?
Reflecting on personal transformation (repeated)
My sweetest friend
Addressing a close and supportive connection (repeated)
Everyone I know goes away
Expressing the inevitability of losing people (repeated)
In the end
Concluding that everyone eventually departs (repeated)
And you could have it all
Offering everything, including personal struggles (repeated)
My empire of dirt
Symbolizing personal hardships as an empire of dirt (repeated)
I will let you down
Expressing a willingness to disappoint or fail (repeated)
I will make you hurt
Acknowledging the potential to cause emotional pain (repeated)
If I could start again
Contemplating a hypothetical fresh start
A million miles away
Signifying a desire for distance from current struggles
I would keep myself
Promising self-preservation and self-care
I would find a way
Determining a way to overcome challenges
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