Bittermouth
Bittermouth Chronicles: Unveiling the Painful Symphony of Abandonment
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You left me here alone
You departed, leaving me in solitude.
You left me here with nothing but my clothes
You departed, leaving me only with the clothes I wear.
It hurts to see you
The pain of witnessing your progress in life.
Moving on in life
Knowing that you're moving forward.
To hear that you're not suffering
Hearing that you're not undergoing distress.
I'll never forget
A commitment to remember.
I'll never forget
A repeated vow to remember.
I'll never forget your laughter
A pledge to forever recall your laughter.
On the phone with your friend
Recalling your jovial conversation with a friend over the phone.
Should have killed me instead
Expressing a wish that it would have been preferable if you had ended my life instead.
That would have sounded better
Suggesting that such a demise would have been more acceptable.
So, what do you want me to do
An inquiry about what actions are expected.
(What a bittermouth, bitter baby)
Reference to a bitter individual, possibly directed at oneself.
The words that devour you
Words that consume or torment.
(With a bittermouth, bitter baby)
Continuation of the tormenting words.
As toxic as they are true
Describing the toxicity and truthfulness of these words.
I want to confuse you
An intent to perplex or confound.
Consume you
A desire to consume or absorb someone entirely.
(Your thoughts and fears and dreams)
To absorb their thoughts, fears, and dreams.
Lose you
An intention to cause them to lose themselves.
(The guilt will make you scream)
An anticipation that guilt will cause them distress.
Fool you
An aspiration to deceive or trick.
And I want to come home
An expressed desire to return home despite being left alone.
But you left me here alone
Reiterating the abandonment experienced.
On my knees
In a vulnerable position, seeking significance.
To scrounge for meaning
To strive to understand or find purpose.
To crawl right back
A desire to return despite hardships.
To feel the bite
To experience the sharp pain.
To be destroyed inside
An internal destruction or turmoil.
I hope it hurts you
A wish for the pain of realization upon seeing the person live their life.
When you see me live
Hoping they suffer when witnessing one's survival.
Long enough to prosecute revenge
Longing for enough time to seek retribution.
I'll never forget
A commitment to remember.
I'll never forget
A reiterated vow to remember.
I'll never forget your monster
A pledge to forever recall the person's monstrous nature.
Eyes blacker than sin
Describing their eyes as darker than sin.
From your core of hatred
From a core of deep-seated hatred within.
You knew I wore it better
Acknowledging that anger was their dominant expression.
Anger was your one expression
Appreciation for their attempt despite abandonment.
I appreciate the effort, but
Reiteration of being left alone.
You left me here alone
Reiteration of being left with only personal expression.
You left me here with nothing but my clothes
Reiteration of abandonment.
You left me here alone
Reiteration of being left with only personal expression.
You left me here with nothing but my prose
Reiteration of being left alone.
You left me here alone
Reiteration of being left with only personal expression.
You left me here with nothing but my clothes
Reiteration of abandonment.
You left me here alone
Reiteration of being left alone.
To feel the bite
Repetition emphasizing the desire for pain and internal destruction.
To be destroyed inside
-To feel the bite
-To be destroyed inside
-To feel the bite
-To be destroyed inside
-To feel the bite
-To be destroyed inside
-To feel the bite
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