Lyrics
I tried to tell you that there's always two sides to the blade
I tried to convey that situations often have two conflicting aspects.
I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay
I witnessed my future collapsing due to the deterioration at its core.
The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun
A metaphorical dark cloud emerged, overshadowing the brightness of life.
Whatever it took to make my blood run
I did whatever was necessary to feel the vitality of life coursing through my veins.
I had a ways to go
I had a considerable journey ahead.
Sorrow that you'll never know
There's a sorrow within me that you'll never comprehend.
But lately it's beginning to show
Lately, the inner pain is becoming more evident.
And I tell myself never again
I remind myself not to experience this pain again.
The armies of doubt were playing war in my head
Doubts and uncertainties waged a battle in my mind.
I couldn't recover from the things that they said
I couldn't recover from the damaging impact of hurtful words.
Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs
I found refuge in a secure place beneath the stairs.
Last place on earth where anyone cares
It's the last place where anyone cares about me.
Never dreamed I'd fall to this
I never imagined succumbing to this situation.
Something that I couldn't resist
Facing something irresistible, I clench my fists in frustration.
And now I just clench my fists
Now, I'm left in a state of inner turmoil.
And I tell myself never again
I resolve not to let this happen again.
Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can
Escape silently, dive deep, and run away as fast as possible.
Let the rest of the world slide through your hands
Let the rest of the world slip away, avoiding its grasp.
Old habits die hard like a fatal disease
Long-standing habits are challenging to break, akin to a destructive ailment.
They cut you so deep, you can never come clean
These habits cut deeply, leaving scars that are hard to heal.
I've got a past to pay
I have a history to confront and atone for.
I got demons to face
Inner demons must be faced, not easily escapable.
I can't just run away
Running away is not a simple option.
But I tell myself never again
Despite the challenges, I affirm to myself that I won't experience this pain again.
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