Lyrics
Why won't you look at me
Expressing a desire for attention or acknowledgement
Are you ashamed to see
Suggesting a feeling of embarrassment or avoidance
Peel my rotting skin to reveal what's underneath
Metaphorically describing vulnerability and a desire for revelation
I'm a helpless fiend for this misery
Admitting to being captivated by suffering or distress
Drag me to the end
Metaphorically referring to a journey towards an inevitable conclusion
This life's not worth living
Expressing a sense of despair and questioning the value of life
You're on the outside looking in
Highlighting a sense of exclusion or isolation
This life's not worth living
Reiterating the negative perspective on life's worth
So don't ask me how I feel
Rejecting inquiries about emotions due to emotional numbness
Cause I'm dead on the inside
Emphasizing emotional deadness or emptiness
I'm dead on the inside
Repeating the theme of inner lifelessness
You'll never know how deep this rabbit hole goes
Suggesting hidden depths or complexities within the speaker
I'm dead on the inside
Reiterating the emotional deadness within
I'm dead on the inside
Affirming the internal emotional void
And you'll never know
Stating that others won't fully understand the speaker's emptiness
I've been a mess since I could fucking crawl
Describing a troubled existence from early stages of life
And I don't even know where I belong
Expressing a sense of displacement or not fitting in
I'll bend and break to the symphony
Conveying a willingness to endure hardship for a symbolic purpose
There's no heaven only hell around me
Painting a bleak picture of the speaker's surroundings
I need some fucking help
Admitting a need for assistance due to overwhelming circumstances
Cause I can't take this anymore
Expressing an inability to endure the current state
Don't ask me how I feel
Repeating the unwillingness to share emotions due to inner deadness
Cause I'm dead on the inside
Reiterating the emotional numbness within
I'm dead on the inside
Affirming the internal emotional void
You'll never know how deep this rabbit hole goes
Stating that others won't fully understand the speaker's emptiness
I'm dead on the inside
Repeating the theme of inner lifelessness
I'm dead on the inside
Affirming the internal emotional void
So I'll pretend
Indicating a facade or pretense of normalcy
I'm not pulling teeth, as blood rains down me
Denying the severity of a difficult situation metaphorically
I'm not fucking sick, it's just temporary
Clarifying a temporary nature of a perceived sickness
I can finally see the reapers hand is beckoning
Realizing the approach of death or a significant ending
I can't go on like this
Expressing a sense of desperation and an inability to continue
Look at me
A plea for acknowledgment and connection
Why won't you look at me?
Repeating the plea for attention
I dreamed that one day I would find my purpose to bloom and not wither away
Dreaming of finding purpose and resisting decay
Wilt and decay
Emphasizing a struggle against withering and deterioration
If you loved me you would not have planted me where I refuse to grow
Expressing disappointment in a relationship or situation
A tainted grove where these flowers
Describing a corrupted environment where growth is impossible
Neverbloom
Repeating the idea of never achieving full bloom or potential
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