Lyrics
Why I always gotta love you first, when you caused this hurt
Expressing frustration at loving someone who caused pain.
It's just like you try and then you make it worse
Highlighting the pattern of trying to make things better but worsening them.
The things I do to prove my worth
Actions taken to demonstrate one's value or importance in the relationship.
How far you gone go before you realize
Questioning how much more pain the person will inflict before realizing the impact.
That I'm so through, I'm cutting ties
Expressing the decision to end the relationship and cut emotional ties.
But you're so far gone and wrapped up in your lies
Noting the partner's deception and immersion in lies.
The love I had for you has died, ooh
Declaring the death of the love once felt.
Was it worth it?
Questioning the worthiness of the actions taken.
And can you tell me why you do it, oh
Seeking an explanation for the partner's behavior.
Did you deserve it?
Asking if the partner deserved the emotional pain caused.
It always seems you have to prove it, oh
Noticing the continuous need for validation or proof of love.
Why did you hurt me?
Questioning the reason behind causing harm without justification.
You do even need a reason, no
Highlighting the lack of a valid reason for the partner's actions.
Why you make me happier than anyone
Reflecting on the paradox of being made happy and then discarded.
Then drop me now I feel so dumb
Expressing the feeling of foolishness after being dropped.
Just throw it in the bag and then don't make a sound
Metaphorically suggesting discarding the relationship without a trace.
It's crazy when I look back now
Reflecting on the surprising realization of a breached emotional guard.
I thought I had my guard up, but you tore it down
Acknowledging that the partner's true nature was hidden behind a mask.
You're mask was a disguise, I won't forget that sound
Emphasizing the partner's role in stealing and destroying love.
I watched you steal my love, and drive it to the ground
Watching the partner take away love and ruin it.
My little heart was waiting for your love and now
Expressing disappointment in waiting for love that never arrived.
Was it worth it?
Repeating the question of whether the partner's actions were worthwhile.
And can you tell me why you do it, oh
Continuing to seek an explanation for the partner's behavior.
Did you deserve it?
Reiterating the question of whether the partner deserved the consequences.
It always seems you have to prove it, oh
Noting the recurring need for the partner to prove their love.
Why did you hurt me?
Repeating the question about the reason behind causing harm.
You do even need a reason, no
Emphasizing the absence of a valid reason for the partner's actions.
Maybe it's my fault because my mind made a perception of somebody who I thought you was
Suggesting self-blame for creating a perception of the partner that wasn't accurate.
Everybody changes now, I try to see the best in you, not knowing who you really was
Recognizing the change in the partner and the struggle to see their true self.
Watched you steal my love away, I call it highway robbery, you took my heart and drove to dust
Labeling the act of taking away love as "highway robbery," depicting a heartbreakingly stolen love.
Even tho what we been through, still wonder what mean to you
Expressing curiosity about the significance of the relationship despite the pain.
I hope you heart still knows wassup
Hoping the partner still understands the emotional impact of their actions.
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