Disembodied
Dancing with Darkness: Embracing Desires, Disembodied
Lyrics
I'm drinking with the devil
I'm engaging in risky behavior or immoral activities with evil forces.
Tonight I'll let her kill me
Tonight, I'm allowing myself to be consumed or destroyed by the devil.
So I can feel her fire burning below
To experience the intense passion or destructive power represented by the devil.
That primal dance is calling
A primal, instinctive dance is enticing me towards this dark path.
I'm like a desperate junkie
I'm addicted and helpless, much like a desperate drug addict.
Strung out on her body like a marionette
I'm deeply entangled or controlled by her body like a puppet on strings.
And when the darkness clouds my eyes
When overwhelmed by darkness, my vision is clouded.
And I feel you come alive
Feeling the presence of the devil, awakening a sense of vitality.
I couldn't tell my wrong from right
Unable to discern right from wrong due to the overwhelming experience.
But why the hell would I want to?
Despite the moral ambiguity, there's no desire to change the situation.
I'm getting lost in my own mind...
Getting lost in my own thoughts or emotions.
This game we play for pleasure
Describing the risky and pleasurable nature of the indulgent activities.
I trade my soul and body
I've willingly exchanged my soul and body for this pleasure.
And it's not worth it, but I can't help myself
Acknowledging the lack of worth in the exchange but unable to resist.
And for this baser-instinct
Referring to a primal or instinctive urge driving the speaker.
She left me disembodied
As a consequence of this instinct, feeling detached or separated from oneself.
Comatose and broken for the heaven below
Resulting in a state of unconsciousness and emotional devastation for a promised reward below.
And when the darkness clouds my eyes
Similar to line 7, experiencing obscured vision in moments of darkness.
And I feel you come alive
Reiterating the sensation of the devil's presence and its invigorating effect.
I couldn't tell my wrong from right
Despite the confusion, there's no desire to change the situation.
But why the hell would I want to?
Repeating the sentiment of willingly getting lost in one's own thoughts or emotions.
I'm getting lost in my own mind...
Continuing the theme of being lost in one's mind and emotions.
I can't wash the shame away
Expressing an inability to rid oneself of the guilt or disgrace associated with these actions.
I can't wash the shame away
Reiterating the difficulty in overcoming the shame associated with the indulgences.
I can't wash the shame away
Emphasizing the persistent nature of the shame that cannot be washed away.
I...
The speaker's voice or identity is fragmented or diminished.
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