philophobia
Embracing Shadows: Navigating Pain and Deception in Philophobia
Lyrics
It could be worse, so it's really not that bad
Despite challenges, the situation is not as bad as it could be.
Thoughts that goin' through my head at 2 AM
Contemplating thoughts during the late hours of the night.
What's the kind of pain I feel inside my chest?
Questioning the nature of the emotional pain within the chest.
Many lies, broken hearts, fake friends
Reflecting on deception, heartbreak, and false friendships.
I kinda feel what I say has no effect
Expressing a sense of futility, feeling words have no impact.
I don't even know what do I expect
Uncertainty about expectations and outcomes.
Now I'm really scared to be attached
Fearful of forming emotional attachments.
I feel nothing less than that I'm fuckin' mess
Feeling like a complete and chaotic mess emotionally.
I don't know if I need to go or need a pause
Uncertain about whether to continue or take a break.
I just want to save souls, don't need applause
Desiring to help others without seeking recognition.
Look at all the fuckin' things that we caused
Reflecting on the negative consequences of collective actions.
Now you fake smile but what does it cost?
Observing fake smiles and questioning their cost.
It could be worse, so it's really not that bad
Reiteration of the notion that things could be worse.
Thoughts that goin' through my head at 2 AM
Revisiting thoughts during the late hours of the night.
What's the kind of pain I feel inside my chest?
Repeating the inquiry into the nature of chest pain.
Many lies, broken hearts, fake friends
Reiteration of experiences with lies, heartbreak, and fake friends.
How many I had them
Reflecting on the quantity of deceptive individuals in life.
Oh, how I hate that
Expressing a strong dislike for the situation.
I wish to feel the same flame
Wishing for a return of a previous intense emotional state.
Like after all the things you said
Longing for the emotional intensity after certain words were spoken.
Oh, how many things you said
Recalling numerous spoken words.
But I never feel safe
Feeling unsafe despite the words spoken.
Why am I the person you blame?
Questioning why the blame is placed on the speaker.
I was just tired of your game, yeah
Expressing exhaustion with a particular emotional game.
It could be worse, so it's really not that bad
Reaffirming that the situation is not the worst.
Thoughts that goin' through my head at 2 AM
Revisiting thoughts during the late hours of the night.
What's the kind of pain I feel inside my chest?
Repeating the inquiry into the nature of chest pain.
Many lies, broken hearts, fake friends
Reiteration of experiences with lies, heartbreak, and fake friends.
It could be a worse, so it's really not that bad
Reiteration of the notion that things could be worse.
Thoughts that goin' through my head at 2 AM
Revisiting thoughts during the late hours of the night.
What's the kind of pain I feel inside my chest?
Repeating the inquiry into the nature of chest pain.
Many lies, broken hearts, fake friends
Reiteration of experiences with lies, heartbreak, and fake friends.
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