Lyrics
This is so difficult to believe
This statement expresses difficulty in accepting something as true or real.
I don’t believe that I need a god
The speaker rejects the idea of needing a god in their life.
I don’t think I need to build up some image
The speaker doesn't feel the need to create a false or idealized image of themselves.
Of a completely imaginary thing
Refers to the futility of constructing an image of something that doesn't exist in reality.
Because I’m afraid
The speaker is motivated by fear.
You begin to say to yourself
The speaker questions their past beliefs or decisions.
"have I been right believin’
Reflecting on whether one has been correct in their beliefs.
These things? Is it
The speaker expresses uncertainty about the validity of their beliefs.
Right or is it wrong?" It’s quite frightenin’
The process of questioning beliefs is described as frightening.
I like the idea of somebody being
The speaker appreciates the concept of someone showing genuine interest in them.
Specifically interested in me, you know
Desire for a deity who is specifically concerned with the speaker.
A god that
Describes the preferred qualities of a god – someone to communicate with.
You can talk to and tell things to
The positive aspect of having someone to share thoughts and confide in.
This was - this was cool
Recalling a positive experience related to having someone to talk to.
Somebody to listen to you talkin’
Highlighting the comfort of having someone listen to personal thoughts.
About yourself all the time
The speaker acknowledges the self-centered nature of discussing oneself.
It’s what you do yourself, you know
Emphasizes the importance of self-determination and personal growth.
What you make of yourself
Connecting personal agency to the concept of shaping one's own identity.
I mean, this world is-is-is a hard world
Acknowledging the challenges and hardships in the world.
There’s this continuous finding
Describing life as a continuous process of discovery, rejection, and acceptance.
Out, rejecting, accepting for a while
Highlighting the ongoing cycle of learning and adapting to life's challenges.
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