Lyrics
Across a bed of darkness
Feeling surrounded by darkness.
we always make this so fucking right
Consistently making things feel right despite difficulties.
losing grip fast, farther down the night
Losing control rapidly, descending into the night.
Your nails, your lies
Referring to the impact of lies and deceit on the speaker.
don't wanna die in these fucking fight
Expressing a desire not to die in the ongoing struggle.
maybe I'm better now, maybe I'm dead inside
Contemplating personal change or emotional numbness.
still everyone just's wanna see my fucking price
Feeling undervalued despite personal growth.
I lost myself with twenty one
Experiencing a personal crisis at the age of twenty-one.
that's a curse that follows me like a devil, so
Describing the enduring impact of past mistakes.
everybody with voided hearts on mistakes
Observing others who also carry emotional burdens.
just a fake moment with the pass by the season
Reflecting on transient moments passing by like seasons.
I'm watching from the void
Observing others from a detached and empty state.
your feelings breaking like a toy
Noting the fragility of others' emotions.
I'm hollow to follow you now
Feeling empty while following someone.
your eyes always make me feel down
Experiencing sadness triggered by someone's eyes.
depression is coming around
Encountering depression that lingers.
stuck on the ground, drowing in sorrow
Feeling stuck, overwhelmed by sorrow and despair.
forever in doubt
Living in perpetual uncertainty.
Everbody's blinds
Perceiving others as oblivious or ignorant.
so tell me what to do
Seeking guidance from others due to confusion.
you'll never go back to say you wanted to
Regretting missed opportunities to express desires.
We always make this so fucking right
Repeating the theme of making things feel right despite challenges.
losing grip fast, farther down the night
Continuing to lose control as the night progresses.
don't wanna die in these fucking fight (2x)
Expressing a strong aversion to dying in the ongoing struggle.
Taste my agony
Inviting others to experience the speaker's emotional pain.
I'm breathing waters sinking into the abyss
Metaphorically sinking into deep emotional turmoil.
I hope you remember me
Desiring to be remembered despite impending departure.
when I'm gone you'll fucking hear my pain
Anticipating that the pain will be evident even after the speaker is gone.
wearing my crown of insecuraties
Symbolizing the burden of insecurities with a crown.
break my heart in all your different ways
Challenging others to break the speaker's heart in different ways.
I lost myself with twenty one
Reiterating the personal crisis at the age of twenty-one.
that's a curse that follows me like a devil, so
Highlighting the persistent nature of personal struggles.
everybody with voided hearts on mistakes
Observing others with hearts burdened by mistakes.
just a fake moment with the pass by the season
Describing fleeting moments marked by passing seasons.
I'm watching from the void
Observing others from a detached and empty state (repeated).
your feelings breaking like a toy
Reiterating the fragility of others' emotions (repeated).
i'm hollow to follow you know
Feeling empty while following someone (repeated).
your eyes always make me feel down
Experiencing sadness triggered by someone's eyes (repeated).
depression is coming around
Encountering depression that lingers (repeated).
stuck on the ground, drowing in sorrow
Feeling stuck, overwhelmed by sorrow and despair (repeated).
forever in doubt
Living in perpetual uncertainty (repeated).
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