The Utopian
Journey of Redemption: Unveiling the Utopian Depths
Lyrics
I have been dying for so long
I have been experiencing a prolonged sense of dying.
How you taught me to be
You taught me how to exist or behave.
I'm just a sheep that will follow
I see myself as a follower, akin to a sheep.
To its merciful lead
Following a lead that is perceived as merciful.
I didn't know this world
I was unaware of the nature of this world.
I didn't know its flesh below
Unfamiliar with the intricacies of existence.
I chose to walk alone
I chose a solitary path.
Until my footsteps are gone
Continuing until my presence fades away.
No one will listen
No one is willing to hear.
No one will wait for this
No one anticipates or waits for what I have to offer.
This burden is written
This burden is engraved or inscribed.
Through the sadness inside my soul
It is connected to the sadness within my soul.
And now I pray to ignorance
Turning to ignorance in my prayers.
To find my absolution
Seeking absolution through lack of awareness.
Selfish pain indifference
Experiencing selfish pain and indifference.
There is no resolution
Without a clear resolution or solution.
I found myself inside my
Discovering oneself within a metaphorical cage.
Cage alive but dead into my darkest
Alive but feeling dead in the darkest aspects of oneself.
Defy the monument to my disgrace
Resisting the monument that symbolizes personal disgrace.
Unveil the path of truth awake the eyes of the utopia
Revealing the path of truth, awakening the idealized vision of utopia.
Beneath the corpse of my hopes and dreams
Confronting the remains of shattered hopes and dreams.
I will become the Essence of "I"
Aspiring to embody the essence of one's individuality.
I have been dying for so long
Continuing to endure a prolonged sense of dying.
Many words to believe in this
Having many words to believe in this experience.
I have been hiding my thoughts
Concealing one's thoughts to authentically become oneself.
To become the real me
Striving to manifest the real identity.
I didn't know this world
Unawareness of the world's intricacies persists.
I didn't know its flesh below
Unfamiliar with the underlying reality.
I chose to walk alone
Choosing a solitary path.
Until my footsteps are gone
Persisting until personal footsteps vanish.
I found my demons face to face
Encountering personal demons face to face.
Alive and free
Facing them while alive and free.
To sign my decadence
To acknowledge and sign one's own decadence.
Defy the monument to my disgrace,
Rejecting the monument representing personal disgrace.
Unveil the path of truth awake the eyes of the utopia
Revealing the path of truth, awakening the eyes to utopia.
Beneath the corpse of my hopes and dreams,
Confronting the remains of shattered hopes and dreams.
I will become the Essence of "I"
Striving to embody the essence of one's individuality.
I shut every door
Closing every opportunity or avenue.
There is no window open
No possibility of escape or alternative.
I chose to walk alone
Choosing a solitary path.
Until my will is broken
Persisting until personal will is broken.
Shut every door
Closing every opportunity or avenue.
There is no window open
No possibility of escape or alternative.
I chose to walk alone
Choosing a solitary path.
Until my will is
Persisting until personal will is broken.
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