If I Fall
Unveiling the Battle Within: If I Fall by Deja Montoya
Lyrics
Tired of duckin all the shame
Tired of avoiding and evading shame
Duckin from the shame
Continuing to avoid shame
Devils all to blame
Attributing faults to evil forces
Duckin from the shame
Continuing to avoid shame
All this weight under my name
Feeling burdened by a heavy reputation
All this pressure on my name
Experiencing intense pressure associated with one's name
You wanna know my name
Questioning the desire to know the speaker's name
My sanity will never change
Expressing that mental stability won't change
Heart of the insane
Referring to a heart characterized by madness
No Oh
Denial or rejection ("No Oh")
Oh..
Expression of emotion ("Oh..")
I'm sick of holdin all the blame (sick of holdin all the)
Frustration about holding responsibility
Tired of duckin from the shame (from the shame)
Fatigue from avoiding shame
All this pressure on my name
Pressure associated with the speaker's name
All this weight under my name
Feeling the weight of one's name
Why you wanna know my name (my name)
Questioning the curiosity about the speaker's name
My sanity will never change
Reiterating that mental stability won't change
Heart of the insane
Referring to a heart characterized by madness
I can feel my mind in chains (in chains)
Sensing a constrained mind
No my ways will never change, product of the pain
Asserting that personal ways won't change, influenced by pain
Yeah a devil and a saint (devil and a sight)
Acknowledging both dark and virtuous aspects
Open wounds leave a stain
Permanent marks left by open wounds
Bullets in my brain
Mentioning the presence of inner conflicts
And I can feel my heart in chains (in chains)
Feeling emotional imprisonment
And I can feel my mind being changed
Sensing a transformation of the mind
Just a devil and a saint, buried in the pain
Recognizing both dark and virtuous aspects, immersed in pain
But I put the blame
Assigning responsibility for circumstances
On the way I stay
Blaming personal choices and lifestyle
(Oh! Oh Oh..)
Expressing emotion or surprise ("Oh! Oh Oh..")
And if I'm wrong today
Contemplating potential mistakes today
(Oh!)
Expression of emotion ("Oh!")
And If I'm gone today
Contemplating the possibility of absence today
(Oh!)
Expression of emotion ("Oh!")
Gotta give my all before I fall even when it's my fault today
Determining to give maximum effort before potential failure, even if at fault
(Oh!)
Expression of emotion ("Oh!")
But I put the blame
Assigning responsibility for circumstances
On the way I stay
Blaming personal choices and lifestyle
(Oh! Oh Oh..)
Expressing emotion or surprise ("Oh! Oh Oh..")
(Oh no.)
Expression of negation or disbelief ("Oh no.")
Even If I'm wrong
Even if admitting wrongdoing
Even if I fall
Even in the face of failure
Gotta give my all
Determining to give maximum effort
Gotta give my all
Repeating the commitment to give maximum effort
No it's been too long (been too long)
Expressing that it has been too long
No it's been too long
Reiterating that it has been too long
No it's been too long
-Mmm
Expressing emotion or contemplation ("Mmm")
Hey.. (Mmm)
Expression of emotion or contemplation ("Hey.. Mmm")
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