Lyrics
How am I still so far behind
Expressing a sense of being behind or out of sync with something or someone.
Have I forgotten what it's like to take control, oh
Questioning if the speaker has forgotten how to take control of their life.
'Cause I let you cross the line
Admitting that the speaker allowed someone to cross a boundary.
Far too many times
Acknowledging a repeated crossing of a boundary by the other person.
Moved the furniture inside my head
Using metaphorical language to describe a mental struggle or conflict.
Oh why did I, oh
Expressing regret or confusion about a past action.
Think that you would love me
Reflecting on unfulfilled expectations of love from the other person.
The way that you're supposed to
Desiring love according to societal or personal expectations.
I can finally let you know, let you know
Announcing the ability to communicate a realization or decision.
The only rain I feel is now from up above so
Describing a change where emotional pain now comes from a different source.
I can finally let you go, let you go
Expressing the ability to finally let go of the other person.
Both to blame
Acknowledging shared responsibility for a situation or conflict.
Tried to play it safe
Indicating an attempt to avoid risks or problems.
Well your promises stayed broken all the same
Noting that promises made by the other person remained unfulfilled.
So I hopped on a new flight to do some saving
Expressing a decision to take action to save oneself.
I'm seeking new heights, it's so crazy
Seeking new experiences or perspectives, possibly in a bold or unconventional way.
Might fuck around, call up a few ladies
Playfully suggesting the possibility of connecting with new people romantically.
Baby, can your two-face still face me now
Challenging the other person's facade or deceitful behavior.
Filling my cup 'til the whole room drowns
Engaging in self-care or self-indulgence to drown out negative emotions.
Ain't they in love with the way I sound?
Wondering if others appreciate the speaker's unique qualities.
Baby shut up, Ima make them proud
Asserting confidence and determination to make others proud.
I was insane for
Referencing past irrational behavior or emotions related to the other person.
Thinking you would love me
Repeating the desire for expected love from the other person.
The way that you're supposed to
Reiterating the expectation of love according to societal or personal norms.
I can finally let you know, let you know
Announcing the ability to communicate a realization or decision.
The only rain I feel is now from up above so
Describing a shift in the source of emotional pain to something beyond the relationship.
I can finally let you go, let you go
Expressing the ability to finally let go of the other person.
I don't want to feel you on me
Expressing a desire to avoid physical or emotional closeness with the other person.
On the nights I get so lonely
Acknowledging loneliness on certain nights but asserting independence.
I am my own one and only girl, girl, girl
Affirming self-sufficiency and independence as the speaker's primary focus.
I was crazy for
Referring to past irrational behavior or emotions related to the other person.
Thinking you would love me
Repeating the desire for expected love from the other person.
The way that you're supposed to
Reiterating the expectation of love according to societal or personal norms.
I can finally let you know, let you know
Announcing the ability to communicate a realization or decision.
The only rain I feel is now from up above so
Describing a shift in the source of emotional pain to something beyond the relationship.
I can finally let you go, let you go
Expressing the ability to finally let go of the other person.
Let you go, let you go, let you go
Repeating the declaration of letting go, emphasizing closure or detachment.
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