The Insomniac
Eternal Struggle: The Insomniac's Descent into Darkness
Lyrics
Obey the call
Feeling compelled to follow a certain call or command
It screams my name
The call is intense and demanding, capturing the individual's attention
I can't escape this nightmare
Unable to break free from a distressing and recurring nightmare
My whole life is an exhaustible dream
Life feels like an endless and depleting dream
Sounds of the night
Awareness of unsettling sounds during the night
Embody endless dread
An embodiment of constant fear and anxiety
The darkest thoughts fester and manifest inside my head
Dark and disturbing thoughts grow and take shape in the mind
Existing in a state of near oblivion
Existing in a state close to being completely forgotten or ignored
Reconstructing the lines of actuality
Rebuilding the understanding of reality
Searching for meaning in the moments of lucidity
Seeking significance in moments of clarity
I am but a shadow of the man I wanted to be
The speaker falls short of becoming the person they aspired to be
Can you hear me?
A plea to be acknowledged or heard
Insomnia consumes me
Insomnia dominates, making it challenging to rest
I can't get this feeling out of my head
An unshakeable feeling persists in the mind
I don't even remember who I am
Identity is blurred, and self-recognition is lost
Just a visage of a man who always wanted to be something more
A mere semblance of the person who desired more
I always wanted to be something that was out of my reach
Longing for something beyond reach
Overwhelmed by caustic thoughts my vision blurs
Overwhelmed by corrosive thoughts leading to blurred vision
Dead awake I'm screaming but nobody can hear me
Being wide awake but feeling lifeless, screaming in vain
Obey the call
A repetition of the call, emphasizing its persistence
It screams my name
Intense and demanding call that continues to echo
I can't escape this nightmare
Trapped in an inescapable nightmare
My whole life is an exhaustible dream
Life is a never-ending, depleting dream
Dragged back to the darkness inside of my mind
Pulled back into the darkness within the mind
Maybe it's all in my head
Doubting whether the experiences are only in the mind
Maybe I'm lost never to be found
Possibly lost and unable to find a way back
Dragged back to the darkness inside of my mind
Returned to the internal darkness once again
Nothing can tame the endless winter that's in my mind
An unstoppable mental state of coldness and desolation
I swear it's dragged me down every fucking time
Repeatedly dragged down by this relentless mental state
I greet the cunning voice whispering in my ear
Welcoming a sly voice that articulates the deepest fears
It's promising me my deepest fears
The cunning voice promises the realization of profound fears
I greet the cunning voice whispering in my ear
Repetition of the greeting to the cunning voice
It's promising me
The cunning voice makes promises
Disconnect from reality
A desire to detach from the harshness of reality
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