Lyrics
I can hardly remember what i wanted
I struggle to recall my original desires.
But I didn't wanna break your heart tonight
I didn't want to hurt you emotionally tonight.
Would you roll the windows down now, baby?
Would you open the car windows, my dear?
I might need to drown you out this time
Perhaps I need to drown out my thoughts or emotions this time.
All I do these days is look right through you
Currently, I ignore or overlook you.
while I bleed myself here on the ground
While I metaphorically harm myself on the ground.
And I will think of ways for me to disappear
I contemplate ways to make myself disappear.
Cause I'm never gonna let you have me
I am determined not to let you possess or control me.
Right around the dark side of the street
Referring to a hidden or less obvious side of life.
In my room on my bed, I'd play dead
In solitude, pretending to be lifeless on my bed.
But I felt something when you came around
I felt a connection when you entered my life.
At this time of the night when you stood too close
During the late hours, when you stood very near.
What were you trying to say yesterday?
Questioning what your intentions were the day before.
When I was not there play it all out like it was all okay
Recalling a time when you pretended everything was fine without my presence.
Forget what I said and what the fuck I felt
Disregard my words and the emotions I expressed.
Don't just stand there and numb me out today
Don't remain passive; engage with me today.
Right around the dark side of the street
Referring again to the concealed or less obvious aspects of life.
In my room on my bed, I'd play dead
Alone in my room, feigning death on my bed.
But I felt something when you came around
I sensed something meaningful when you were present.
At this time, when you stood too close
During this specific time, when physical proximity became intense.
Well, you did appear when I was not searching
You appeared unexpectedly when I wasn't actively seeking.
Have you got no guts just to roam around?
Criticizing your lack of courage to explore freely.
Right around j street this night on my bedroom floor
In the vicinity of "J Street" at night, alone on my bedroom floor.
You came to close and now you wanna wait it out
You came too close, and now you want to wait it out.
All I do these days is look right through you
Still, I continue to ignore or disregard you.
while I bleed myself here on the ground
Hurting myself emotionally while remaining grounded.
And I will think of ways for me to disappear
Exploring ways to make myself vanish.
Cause I'm never gonna let you have me
I am resolute in not allowing you to possess me.
Right around the dark side of the street
Referencing once more to the concealed or less visible aspects of life.
In my room on my bed, I'd play dead
Alone in my room, pretending to be lifeless on my bed.
But I felt something when you came around
I sensed something meaningful when you were present.
At this time, when you stood too close
During this specific time, when physical proximity became intense.
Well, you did appear when i was not searching
You appeared unexpectedly when I wasn't actively seeking.
Have you got no guts just to roam around?
Criticizing your lack of courage to explore freely.
Right around j street this night on my bedroom floor
In the vicinity of "J Street" at night, alone on my bedroom floor.
You came to close and now you wanna wait it out
You came too close, and now you want to wait it out.
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