Lyrics
Searching for higher meaning
Seeking a deeper or more profound significance
I stumble to a fall
Struggling and experiencing a sudden decline or failure
Laid you back and forth between the innocence
Shifting between purity and the fragile early times
And the frail days that started on
Referencing vulnerable beginnings
And the beginning was never this frightening
The start was unexpectedly scary
And nobody warned you of that
Not warned about the initial fears
And you never thought something this beautiful
Unprepared for something immensely beautiful leading to turmoil
Could send you deeper into the abyss
A beautiful thing causing a deeper emotional turmoil
So you're pushing the needle again
Returning to a self-destructive habit
Hoping that when you do
Anticipating someone's presence upon returning to the habit
Somebody's waiting for you
Hoping for someone to be there for support
Rusted and old
Worn out and deteriorated, emotions have dulled
Your feelings have numbed
Discovering no one around when seeking comfort
When you find nobody there
Pushing farther and farther
Striving persistently for someone's presence
You need someone
Desiring companionship or assistance
You need anyone
Yearning for any form of support or connection
To show you yourself from deeper within
Seeking self-awareness from a deeper perspective
And if only someone could forgive you
Wishing for forgiveness for past actions and words
For all that's been done and said
Concern that redemption might be unattainable
But maybe it's too late to change
Doubting the possibility of change due to indifference
And nobody cares anymore
Feeling neglected or disregarded by others
So you're pushing the needle again
Reverting back to a harmful behavior
Hoping that when you do
Expecting someone's presence upon relapse
Somebody's waiting for you
Hoping for support during difficult times
Rusted and old
Emotionally exhausted and desensitized
Your feelings have numbed
Discovering no one around when seeking solace
When you find nobody there
You'll find out that nobody cares anymore
Realizing a lack of concern or interest from others
You'll find you'll have to save yourself
Recognizing the need for self-rescue or self-reliance
So you're pushing the needle again
Repeating the cycle of self-destructive behavior
Hoping that when you do
Anticipating someone's presence upon repeating the cycle
Somebody's waiting for you
Desiring support despite returning to harmful habits
Rusted and old
Emotionally drained and desensitized
Your feelings have numbed
Discovering no one around despite seeking help
When you find nobody there
Nobody's there
Confirmation of nobody being present
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