Illusive Obsession
Unveiling the Human Struggle
Lyrics
The echoes of remorse
The lingering feelings of regret and guilt.
Rushing through my head
Intense thoughts racing within my mind.
This shame and self-loathe
A sense of disgrace and self-hatred.
The price of consciousness
The cost one pays for being aware and conscious.
I yield the pain and affliction
I accept the suffering and pain.
As life blossoms again
Embracing life anew despite the challenges.
Words I need to remind myself
Reminders to myself in the form of words.
I need to keep taking
The necessity to persevere and continue enduring.
I am no monster
Denial of being a monstrous figure.
I'm just a child
Identification as a vulnerable and inexperienced individual.
With no bad intention
No harmful motives despite appearances.
Without a real life
Existence without a genuine or fulfilling life.
A congregation trapped in fear
A community trapped in fear.
Where life is but a seed
Life is only a beginning, like a seed.
Illusive obsession
An alluring but deceptive fixation.
Free will cloaked in deceit
Freedom of choice hidden in dishonesty.
The past ingrained in you
Your history deeply embedded in you.
Controlling your every move
Exerting control over every action.
I feel those shackles every single day
Feeling restrained and confined daily.
Years have gone by since I've forsaken my will to live
Years have passed since giving up on the will to live.
Their pain is as real as mine is to feel
Others' suffering is as real as my own.
Please father forgive me for I have become myself
Seeking forgiveness from a paternal figure for becoming true to oneself.
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