BackBreaker
Breaking Free: Unraveling the Depths of Self
Lyrics
I don't want to have this conversation anymore.
Expressing a desire to stop discussing a certain topic.
I've been living my life in fear of wanting more.
Living in apprehension of desiring more from life.
Holding back all for you, what the fuck.
Suppressing personal desires for another person.
Every time you try to make amends I pretend it's not salt in the cut.
Ignoring or pretending not to feel hurt when attempts at reconciliation are made.
I stopped feeding my disease, now it eats away at me.
Previously neglected issues are now causing internal damage.
I said too much weight, you disagree.
Stating an opinion on carrying too much emotional burden, disagreement with another.
You're pushing me beyond relief.
Feeling excessively pressured or stressed by someone or something.
My body a temple, my liver a shrine.
Metaphorical description of valuing one's body but damaging the liver due to excessive drinking.
I drank holy water now I'm feeling divine, either I'm speaking in tongues or using words undefined.
Experiencing a spiritual or transformative sensation after consuming alcohol.
Or I have lost the last of my mind. (repeat)
Uncertainty about mental state or feeling mentally compromised.
I don't know what love is but I know it's not to vilify.
Uncertainty about the concept of love, knowing it isn't to demonize.
Don't try to justify the reasons why, keep me out of your mind's eye.
Discouraging attempts to rationalize actions; wanting to be disregarded in someone's thoughts.
Live and die upon a lie.
Living and dying based on falsehoods.
Your foundation is falsified.
Someone's fundamental beliefs or principles are based on falsehoods.
Wage a war against your egoist core, and find out what you're truly fighting for.
Encouraging introspection to understand one's true motivations.
Said some shit we can't take back, you're focussing on what I lack.
Regret over saying hurtful things; feeling judged for perceived shortcomings.
The conversations I hijack, affectionate, I cannot act.
Interrupting conversations, unable to express affection naturally.
Too much weight I broke my back.
Metaphorical reference to feeling overwhelmed by burdens, potentially causing physical strain.
Hope chest pains are not cardiac.
Concern over physical health, hoping for chest pains not to be related to the heart.
Pace around like a maniac, a permanent maniac.
Restlessly pacing, showing signs of perpetual agitation or distress.
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