Lyrics
My Nokia brick last longer than our love did
Comparing the durability of a Nokia brick to the short-lived nature of a past love.
Yearning for a cuddle but I settled with a ticket to get sun kissed
Expressing a desire for intimacy but settling for a vacation to experience warmth.
Playing by the books is a myth when the first chapter's a conundrum
Suggesting that following relationship norms is challenging, especially when the beginning is puzzling.
I was 90 percent out of a 100 that was assumption
Being mostly disengaged (90%) due to assumptions and uncertainty.
I had less than 10 to be offering,
Having little to offer in the relationship.
I had more reasons to start wandering but I took the L well well
Despite reasons to wander, accepting the loss gracefully.
My sis wanna kiki about your faux pars, low parts, But I never kiss and tell
Refusing to disclose intimate details despite others' curiosity.
Then again, you didn't give me sugar
Acknowledging the lack of sweetness in the relationship.
So I couldn't give them the sweet details
Unable to share positive details due to the absence of sweetness.
My therapist had a week off
Investing in retail therapy during the therapist's absence.
So I dropped a couple bills on some needed retail That was pre-sale
Shopping before the sale, leading to financial setbacks.
Back to square one with the funds
Returning to square one financially.
Put a 10 on fuel and a 10 on some B&H Blue and a 10 on the Rum
Allocating funds to fuel, cigarettes, and rum.
My daughter won't ever react like her mother concerning someone's else son
Expressing confidence that the speaker's daughter won't repeat her mother's mistakes.
Are you mad?
Addressing someone with frustration or disbelief.
In my defence I was sitting on the fence about us ever since I went to that conference concerning love
Admitting a lack of trust since attending a love-related conference.
Now I lack trust every month
Continued skepticism and distrust.
I don't need another scrub
Rejecting the need for specific types of partners (scrub, thug, brother, somebody's son).
I don't need another thug
-I don't need another brother
-I don't need somebody's son
-I don't need another scrub
-I don't need another thug
-I don't need another brother
-I don't need somebody's son
-My bins go out more than I do
Humorous remark about the frequency of taking out the trash compared to going out.
Honeymoon stage, got that new found love
Describing the initial excitement of a new relationship.
Whirlwind flex, loving like a typhoon
Comparing love to a whirlwind, intense and unpredictable like a typhoon.
I got baby mum drama, mind your baby
Dealing with drama from the speaker's child's mother and advising others to mind their own business.
You were cool at first but you heard that I got the ring
Interest fading after learning about the speaker's engagement.
And you move Fugazi
Criticizing insincere behavior.
Never try to play me
Asserting oneself against manipulation or deceit.
I hold his heart in the palm that he took when he told me his deepest and darkness
Having emotional control over the person who confessed their deepest secrets.
You're number 2 on the list of the reason he deals with the hardness of being a father
Being the second priority after the speaker's child in the partner's life.
Ah, I'm too young for this shit
Feeling overwhelmed and too young for the challenges presented.
I'm too old to be sparring,
Expressing weariness, finding the situation jarring.
It's jarring
Stating that there's already enough to handle.
I got enough on my tip
Using substances to cope with stress.
I pour a gin for my sins and I spark up a Benson's
Describing a financial dip and resorting to vices.
My rent's on the dip, what's new?
Casually mentioning a financial struggle with rent.
Hit up my first mixtape and you see that back in the day I dodge my rent like a curfew
Reflecting on evading responsibilities in the past.
E46 head to Portland
Referencing a car model and a destination, possibly indicating progress or change.
I write these verses to pay for that sea view
Linking the writing of verses to a practical purpose—paying for a desirable view.
Reside by the sides where the locals don't listen to Hip Hop
Living in a place where the locals don't appreciate or listen to hip hop music.
They don't even see you.
Emphasizing a lack of recognition or visibility in the current environment.
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