Lyrics
I swear life been crazy
I acknowledge that life has been challenging and unpredictable.
This shit feel so real
The experiences described feel authentic and intense.
I don't know how to feel
Uncertainty about emotions and how to process them.
Back then I had no money to get a meal (no money)
Reflecting on a time when there was a lack of financial resources for basic needs.
Now I stack thousands, still tryna get a mill
Despite financial improvement, the desire for greater success persists.
I feel like they really depend on me (my fam)
Feeling a sense of responsibility towards family.
So I hop in the studio with no pen on me (no pen)
Creating art (in the studio) without relying on external tools.
I told God protect me from my enemies (yuh)
Seeking divine protection from potential harm or adversaries.
He said okay just peep all the energy (YEAH)
Receiving guidance to observe and understand the energy around.
And I watch how my friends turn to frenemies
Observing the transformation of friends into foes.
My baby she won't even feeling me (damn)
Feeling disconnected from one's romantic partner.
I don't know how to feel I don't know
Repeated expression of uncertainty and confusion about emotions.
I don't know how to feel I don't know
-I don't know how to feel how to feel
-I don't know how to feel how to feel
-I don't know how to feel I don't know
-I don't know how to feel I don't know
-I be outta my mind I be tweaking
Experiencing mental distress and irrational behavior.
Thinking it out of time cause I need it (time)
Feeling a sense of urgency due to limited time.
Might just buy a bust down just to freeze it
Considering materialistic indulgence as a coping mechanism.
I'm so cold I'm so cold not anemic
Describing emotional detachment without being anemic.
Told my bitch we can spread Angel wings
Referencing a broken relationship and the perception of being demonic.
Broke her heart now she think I'm a demon
Acknowledging the consequences of heartbreak.
She pack her shit & she said that leaving
Acknowledging a failed relationship and the partner's departure.
She never come back from the text that I'm reading
Accepting the permanence of the emotional impact from a text.
I know I'm reason, I tried to leave it in the past, but the past said no I ain't leaving
Recognizing personal accountability for relationship issues.
But no I won't force it, I know the flame still there so no don't extort it
Respecting the natural progression of emotions without manipulation.
I had dreams of me and you hopping in and out foreign
Dreaming of a luxurious lifestyle with a romantic partner.
Virgo, but you acting like a Capricorn
Referencing zodiac signs and highlighting a partner's behavior.
Wish it could've been different but it's been the same ever since we was both born
Expressing a desire for change, despite life remaining consistent.
This shit feel so real
Reiteration of the initial themes of financial struggle, familial responsibility, and relationship issues.
I don't know how to feel
-Back then I had no money to get a meal (no money)
-Now I stack thousands, still tryna get a mill
-I feel like they really depend on me (my fam)
-So I hop in the studio with no pen on me (no pen)
-I told God protect me from my enemies (yuh)
-He said okay just peep all the energy (YEAH)
-And I watch how my friends turn to frenemies
-My baby she won't even feeling me (damn)
-I don't know how to feel I don't know
Repeating the theme of emotional uncertainty.
I don't know how to feel I don't know
-I don't know how to feel how to feel
-I don't know how to feel how to feel
-I don't know how to feel I don't know
-I don't know how to feel I don't know
-Why it feel like somebody always watching me
Feeling a constant sense of surveillance or scrutiny.
I can run this shit just like monopoly
Confidently asserting control over life like a game of Monopoly.
Collect two I'm on go, ain't no stopping me
Being determined and unstoppable once in motion.
Step on the property, that is a fee
Recognizing the cost or consequences of entering a certain space.
Deep in the water, not scared of the streets
Expressing fearlessness, especially in challenging situations.
I know I'm black, but My skin is concrete (whoa)
Acknowledging racial identity with a metaphorical reference.
You the type nigga try prey on the weak
Critiquing those who prey on the vulnerable.
I'm the type nigga prey on the predator (grr)
Asserting dominance over potential threats or challenges.
Had to drop that bitch off for a better one
Ending a relationship for personal growth and improvement.
She was dime, I went up like eleven tho
Upgrading from a valuable partner to an even better one.
I open my closet I seen hell a skeletons
Confronting and acknowledging past mistakes or challenges.
Them demons they knocking hell no I won't let them in
Resisting negative influences and maintaining personal boundaries.
If i let you in, tell me what would you do
Questioning the intentions and commitment of others.
Would you give me everything my heart pursues
Posing a hypothetical question about someone's dedication to the relationship.
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