Nothing
Yearning for Connection: Conflicting Emotions in Relationships
Lyrics
I double text
I initiate conversation by sending multiple texts.
I call you first
I take the initiative to call you first.
I'm making you believe that I'm the worst
I create an impression that I am not a good person.
That I'm a mess
I convey that I am in a state of chaos.
I like 'em hurt
I am attracted to those who are emotionally hurt.
But in reality it's cause I think we'd work
In reality, my attraction is based on the belief that our relationship would thrive.
I'm chasing, pushing you away
I am actively pursuing you but simultaneously pushing you away.
And catch myself when it's too late
I realize my actions too late and regret them.
I should say nothing
I should choose not to say anything.
Give you some air
You need space, but I want to discuss intangible aspects of our relationship.
But I wanna talk to you about what isn't there
I should remain silent, but I have the urge to address the absent elements in our connection.
I should say nothing
Reiterating the idea of maintaining silence.
So you can breathe
I should let you breathe and not interfere.
But I keep trying make see the things that I can see
Despite this, I persist in trying to make you understand my perspective.
I'm feeling something
I am experiencing emotions.
You're feeling nothing
You, however, seem emotionally detached.
I can't accept
I struggle to accept the love I offer.
The love I serve
The love I provide feels like an unlearnable lesson.
It's like I teach a lesson I can't learn
I present myself as the best, but deep down, I think I'm the worst.
Act like the best
I act as if I'm the best.
Think I'm the worst
I perceive myself as the worst.
I wish that I could break myself out of the curse
I wish to break free from the negative patterns in my life.
I'm wasting every word I say
I express myself without considering the impact of my words.
And don't know how I'm supposed to change
I am unsure how to bring about positive change in my communication.
I should say nothing
Repeating the idea of choosing silence.
Give you some air
You need space, but I want to delve into the intangible aspects of our relationship.
But I wanna talk to you about what isn't there
I should remain silent, but I have the urge to address the absent elements in our connection.
I should say nothing
Reiterating the idea of maintaining silence.
So you can breathe
I should let you breathe and not interfere.
But I keep tryna make you see that you should be with me
Despite this, I persist in trying to make you understand my perspective.
I'm feeling something
I am experiencing emotions.
You're feeling nothing
You, however, seem emotionally detached.
I should say nothing
Repeating the idea of choosing silence.
Give you some air
You need space, but I want to delve into the intangible aspects of our relationship.
But I wanna talk to you about what isn't there
I should remain silent, but I have the urge to address the absent elements in our connection.
I should say nothing
Reiterating the idea of maintaining silence.
So you can breathe
I should let you breathe and not interfere.
But I keep tryna make you see that you should be with me
Despite this, I persist in trying to make you understand my perspective.
I'm feeling something
I am experiencing emotions.
You're feeling nothing
You, however, seem emotionally detached.
You're feeling nothing
You appear to feel nothing emotionally.
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