Not Ready to Go
Unprepared for Departure: Battling Inner Conflict
Lyrics
And when the morning comes you
Anticipating the morning
Know you'll be forgiven
Expecting forgiveness
It's a practice that you're
Regularly engage in
Certain to abuse
Bound to misuse
My body is weakened by the state of the union
Feeling weakened by societal issues
And there's hardly any room left to bruise
Emotionally hurt, little capacity left to endure
Taking shelter in a broken house is
Finding refuge in a damaged situation for a quick escape
Easy for a quick release
Easily seeking relief but not addressing underlying issues
But when the cold gets in
Struggling to confront challenges, slow to overcome
It's slow to devour
New or unknown experiences overwhelming
The unfamiliar swallowing me
Feeling consumed by unfamiliar circumstances
I'm not quite ready
Unprepared to leave or move forward
I'm a prisoner of my own reservations
Confined by personal doubts or hesitations
I'm just tied up by the
Restrained by self-imposed difficulties
Things I put me through
Experiencing challenges caused by oneself
I wasn't lying when I said I was out
Honest about attempting to leave but struggling to act on it
I just struggle with my follow-through
Difficulty in following through on intentions
I'm not ready to go i must be going crazy
Not prepared to depart despite feeling mentally strained
Or maybe it's just I'm lonely
Perhaps feeling isolated, dependent on others
But I've grown too dependent
Reliance on others, unable to handle solitude
To make it alone
Not confident in facing life's challenges independently
Holding on to someone who's given
Clutching onto someone offering minimal support
You next to nothing
Relationship with someone providing little comfort
I shouldn't want to stay but
Knowing departure is logical but emotionally unprepared
I'm not ready to go
Unwillingness to leave despite acknowledging it's time
I feel like such a child lost in your fight
Feeling inexperienced and vulnerable amidst conflict
I must be going crazy
Sense of mental imbalance or confusion
Or maybe it's just I'm lonely
Possibly due to feelings of isolation or disconnectedness
But I've grown too dependent
Reliance on others due to discomfort with solitude
To make it alone
Inability to face challenges alone
Holding on to someone who's given
Holding onto someone despite their lack of support
You next to nothing
Staying with someone who offers minimal assistance
I shouldn't want to stay but
Knowing departure is rational but emotionally unprepared
I'm not ready to go
Unwillingness to leave despite acknowledging it's time
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