Lyrics
I spend all this time inside my head
I spend a lot of time in deep thought or reflection.
Realised I'm wrong after I've left
I realize my mistakes only after leaving a situation.
I close the door just to catch my breath
I retreat to have a moment to recover and collect myself.
Honestly I'm a bloody mess
I am honestly a chaotic and troubled person.
Now I'm shaking
I am experiencing strong emotions, possibly anxiety or fear.
On thin ice but I'm skating
I am in a precarious situation but managing somehow.
You call my name but I rarely answer
I often ignore or don't respond when you call my name.
I'm in hysterical laughter
I'm laughing uncontrollably, possibly as a coping mechanism.
Miss Frank, she kicked me out again
Miss Frank has expelled me again.
Now I'm on my own
I am now alone and independent.
Said is there anybody out there
I am questioning if anyone is there for me.
In my head I sing another lullaby
In my thoughts, I create a soothing song to help me sleep.
Just to get me to sleep
I sing a lullaby to ease myself into sleep.
Said is there anybody out there
I continue to ask if anyone is there for me.
Feels like I'm looking from the outside in
I feel like an outsider, disconnected from others.
I feel it crawling under my skin
I sense something unsettling beneath my surface.
You ask me if I ever take you serious
You question if I take you seriously.
But I'm delirious
I am confused and out of touch with reality.
And I'm scared
I am frightened.
Scared I'll never live to see the sun
I fear I won't live long enough to witness brighter days.
Come up
I long for a positive change in my life.
I think too much it got me going dumb
Excessive thinking has made me feel foolish.
I'm lost
I am directionless and confused.
I don't know if I'm right or if I'm wrong
I am unsure if I'm right or wrong in my actions.
Or it's just because I'm young, so young
My uncertainty might be due to my youth.
I don't care what you say 'cos I'm already dead I'm MIA
I disregard what others say because I feel emotionally numb or detached.
Yeah I'm off my meds that's why I can't make sense of it all
I am not taking my prescribed medications, affecting my understanding of things.
Miss Frank, she kicked me out again
Miss Frank has ejected me from her life again.
Now I'm on my own
I am now on my own and independent.
Said is there anybody out there
I am still questioning if anyone is there for me.
In my head I sing another lullaby
In my thoughts, I create another comforting song to help me sleep.
Just to get me to sleep
I sing another lullaby to ease myself into sleep.
Said is there anybody out there
I continue to ask if anyone is there for me.
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