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I honestly can't say a single nice thing
I cannot find anything positive to say.
Or much of anything for all of these insects
Expressing a lack of inclination to speak positively or engage with others (insects metaphorically represent people).
cnd their empires
Referring to the flaws and problems within human societies ("empires" metaphor).
Holding old husks
Holding on to old, discarded remains or memories.
But I can say
Contrasting the negative feelings expressed earlier with a positive assertion.
I don't miss the days
Not longing for the past.
Of being a pawn or a martyr in somebody's imperfect game
Rejecting the role of being a pawn or a martyr in someone else's flawed game.
When the shows I take
Emphasizing the importance of personal experiences (shows) over proving points.
Mean more than the points I make
Prioritizing meaningful expression over winning arguments.
Like how I say things that the earth shouldn't take
Expressing words that may have a negative impact on the environment.
How I'm screaming out
Expressing intense emotions or frustrations.
Like all the time
Frequently expressing emotions, perhaps as a coping mechanism.
In hopes that these hang-ups will somehow unwind
Hoping that persistent issues will eventually resolve.
When these terrible scenarios seem like all I know
Feeling trapped in unfortunate situations as the predominant experience.
So I'll pack up some feelings to take to the grave
Packing up and internalizing emotions to carry to the end of life.
cnd I honestly can't say a single nice thing
Reiterating the difficulty in finding anything positive to say.
Or much of anything for all of these insects
Continuing the negative sentiment towards people (insects) and their societal structures.
cnd their empires
Repetition of the negative view of human societies.
Holding old husks only for themselves
Hoarding or preserving remnants of the past for selfish reasons.
Only for themselves
Highlighting a self-centered motive in preserving old memories.
c little insight into hell
Offering a glimpse into a difficult or unpleasant situation.
c little comfort for our shells
Providing minimal solace or comfort for personal struggles.
cnd we stay cause it's safe there
Choosing safety over confronting harsh realities.
I admit I'm content
Expressing contentment with a recurring cycle of relapsing and recovering.
With this feeling of constant
Embracing the constant ebb and flow of emotions.
Relapsing, reviving, then lying in wait
Describing the cyclical nature of struggling, recovering, and waiting for the next challenge.
When the unhinged start of all these things I pull apart
Starting anew, dismantling things, and replacing them with something magical but not necessarily better.
Replace them with magic until it's just not the same
Using magic as a metaphor for artificial or temporary solutions that don't bring lasting satisfaction.
c chorus line, set to off-half-time
Referring to a musical element, possibly suggesting a change in tone or perspective.
Piece of the puzzle not quite set in frame
A piece of the puzzle not fitting into the overall picture.
Then it creeps in like a soft wind
A subtle and gradual entrance of negative emotions or experiences.
cnd I feel it all over like old, chipping paint
Feeling the impact of negative experiences deeply, akin to the peeling of old paint.
But the real world is compelled to spin
Recognizing the necessity for the real world to keep moving forward.
I wish that I could have felt anything since
Expressing a desire to feel emotions, possibly indicating a numbness or detachment.
Fuck all these insects and their empires
Rejecting and expressing frustration towards people and their societal structures.
Holding old husks only for themselves*
Reiterating the negative view of holding onto past memories for selfish reasons.
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