Lyrics
Wanna live life but you can't
Desire to live life but feeling restricted or unable to do so.
Still can't decide which person to be
Struggling with personal identity and decision-making.
I wanna stay out but I can't
Wanting to remain outside or free but having obligations or commitments.
I've got some places I need to be
Having specific obligations or destinations to reach.
You coulda been me, if it weren't for me
Reflecting on missed opportunities due to personal actions.
You coulda been something, if it weren't for you
Reflecting on missed potential due to external factors.
Couldn't see the fake, too focused on the truth
Being unable to discern falsehoods due to a focus on the truth.
It's not bout what you did it's about what you didn't do
Emphasizing the importance of what one hasn't done rather than what they have done.
Posted in the cut I been waiting all night, alright
Waiting patiently but feeling unnoticed or unattended.
I dont really mind waiting but who waits for me
Questioning who cares enough to wait for oneself.
Open up the door who's there
Curious about the identity of the visitor at the door.
Black and grey air
Describing a somber or bleak atmosphere.
Something tryna pull me from it
Feeling a force trying to draw the attention away from something desired.
I wanna stay there
Wanting to remain in a particular state or place.
Pulled up to the Lake
Arriving at a location with caution or restriction.
Yellow tape with the grey slate
Seeing cautionary boundaries or restrictions in place.
I should be in bed but I can't wait, I'm still wide awake
Unable to sleep due to anticipation or restlessness.
Talking to myself there's no one else but I don't mind it
Engaging in self-talk as there's no one else around.
People asking me what I've become, I'm tryna find it
People questioning personal changes while trying to discover it themselves.
Wanna live life but you can't
Reiteration of the desire to live life despite obstacles.
Still can't decide which person to be
Continued struggle with personal identity and decision-making.
I wanna stay out but I can't
Desire to remain free or unrestricted, but having obligations.
I've got some places I need to be
Having specific destinations or commitments.
You coulda been me, if it weren't for me
Reflecting on missed opportunities due to personal actions.
You coulda been something, if it weren't for you
Reflecting on missed potential due to external factors.
Couldn't see the fake, too focused on the truth
Being unable to discern falsehoods due to a focus on the truth.
It's not bout what you did it's about what you didn't do
Reiterating the importance of what one hasn't done over what they have done.
I feel like Malcolm in the middle
Feeling in a middle ground, neither here nor there.
Like my bro said I took a look at you and giggled
Reacting humorously or dismissively to a certain observation about someone.
I spent 15 I don't care if they get creased
Unconcerned about spending money on certain items, even if they get damaged.
And you're taking flows need it back bro it was leased
Wanting borrowed creative ideas or flows returned.
Exiled from the exiles I think it's poetic
Feeling isolated from those who are already isolated, finding it ironically poetic.
Can't rely on anyone or myself it's pathetic
Expressing a lack of trust or reliance on anyone, including oneself.
I keep spending all my money to forget, it's therapeutic
Using spending money as a coping mechanism to forget things.
I can't ignore it forever but tonight I think i'll do it
Acknowledging the temporary nature of avoiding certain issues.
Tonight I can get through it
Feeling capable of overcoming current challenges for the night.
Wanna live life but you can't
Reiteration of the desire to live life despite obstacles.
Still can't decide which person to be
Continued struggle with personal identity and decision-making.
I wanna stay out but I can't
Desire to remain free or unrestricted, but having obligations.
I've got some places I need to be
Having specific destinations or commitments.
You coulda been me, if it weren't for me
Reflecting on missed opportunities due to personal actions.
You coulda been something, if it weren't for you
Reflecting on missed potential due to external factors.
Couldn't see the fake, too focused on the truth
Being unable to discern falsehoods due to a focus on the truth.
It's not bout what you did it's about what you didn't do
Reiterating the importance of what one hasn't done over what they have done.
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