Lyrics
Just like the sunrise we're going up
Comparing life's journey to a sunrise, indicating positive progress.
You really wanna know? well honestly I fucked it up
Admits to making a mistake that may have negatively affected the situation.
Just wait until the rain then we can can show you bout the mud
Anticipation of challenges ("mud") when faced with difficult circumstances.
But even if I change would I ever be enough
Raising a question about personal growth and whether change would lead to being "enough."
Enough
Repetition of the theme of being "enough," questioning self-worth.
Enough
-Am I ever gonna be enough
Persistent doubt about one's adequacy and self-value.
Tried to change my fate but I guess tryings not enough
Expressing frustration that efforts to change fate might not be sufficient.
The gates are standing strong yeah but my will is just as tough
Asserting inner strength despite external challenges.
Just enough
Reiteration of the theme of having just enough or wondering if it's adequate.
Enough
-Am I ever gonna be enough
Continued questioning of personal worth and sufficiency.
Perfection is a lie but it's a lie that I can touch
Recognizing that perfection is unattainable but still within reach.
Everything is nothing but I don't think bout it much
Contemplation on the insignificance of everything.
I did that what's next
Reflecting on past actions and considering the next steps.
Keep the mortein for a pest
Using insect repellent ("mortein") as a metaphor for dealing with undesirable elements.
You don't know shit you're obsessed
Accusing someone of ignorance and obsession.
Tough times feel like a test
Enduring tough times as a test of character.
Accurate triple the beams
Emphasizing accuracy and precision in decision-making.
Red graphs turning out green
Positive outcomes from seemingly negative choices.
Dirty choices turning out clean
-My bro you get what I mean
Addressing someone ("bro" and "crow") and confirming understanding.
My crow you get what i'm saying
-I'm right here how could I be distant
Asserting presence and denying distance.
I just made the shot and you missed it
Claiming success while others failed.
I perfect myself and you dissed it
Facing criticism for self-improvement.
Package just arrived to the lair
Receiving a package, questioning its nature (truth or dare).
Which one is it truth or a dare
Uncertainty about right and wrong, emphasizing fairness.
There's no wrong there is only fair
-Should give up I just don't care
Expressing indifference and lack of concern.
Just like the sunrise we're going up
Repetition of the sunrise metaphor, questioning potential change.
You really wanna know? well honestly I fucked it up
-Just wait until the rain then we can can show you bout the mud
-But even if I change would I ever be enough
-Enough
Reiteration of the theme of being "enough."
Enough
-Am I ever gonna be enough
Continued doubt about personal adequacy.
Tried to change my fate but I guess tryings not enough
Frustration with attempts to alter fate.
The gates are standing strong yeah but my will is just as tough
Asserting resilience against challenges.
Just enough
Questioning if having just enough is sufficient.
Enough
-Am I ever gonna be enough
Reiteration of doubts regarding personal worth.
Perfection is a lie but it's a lie that I can touch
Acknowledging the unattainability of perfection, despite its tangible nature.
Everything is nothing but I don't think bout it much
Downplaying the significance of everything.
It's fake it's a front
Labeling something as fake and a front.
It's not bad it's a start
Positivity about a situation, considering it a start.
Get so happy when they need you
Feeling happiness when needed by others, viewing it as an art.
It's whatever it's an art
Indifference, suggesting that the situation is whatever one makes of it.
They keep telling me i'm better but you're comparing to what?
Questioning the basis for being considered better, emphasizing individuality.
It's enough to make you feel like you have something to give up
Reflecting on the impact of external perceptions on self-worth.
Thoughts on my mind sinking in
Struggling with intrusive thoughts and unsuccessful attempts to blend in.
I tried everything I could my attempts at blending in
-There was something that I needed so I couldn't play my part
Describing a personal need that hindered the ability to play a role.
It's enough to make you feel like you were something from the start
Continued reflection on external perceptions affecting self-worth from the beginning.
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